So, okay, before I totally lose myself over conformitygate, let me introduce you to the analysis which absolutely blew my mind while I was writing it š„øš
BYLER IS NOT DOOMED IN 5x08! (as we couldāve thought) THEORY aka byler is endgame even without conformitygate (or mb just a bit with it)
I will barely touch the vecna'd theory here, as it's not relevant to the idea of this post; all I want to show you is that byler lives even in the shitty finale as we saw it.
For the evidence I went back to torture myself with episodes 7 and 8 (so you wouldnāt have to lol), and hereās all the evidence I got for us ā weāre gonna go through 4 parts: coming out, best friend zone, milkvan break up (thatās still a yes!) and epilogue.
So grab some popcorn asap and walk with me!šæ
1. Mikeās coming out conclusions
So, in the press-conference coming out scene we have following things happening:
1ļøā£ Mike finds out that Will's gay
2ļøā£ Mike reacts
3ļøā£ Mike hears that Will's over his guy
4ļøā£ Mike doesn't support Will first (that's a good sign of him feeling compromised, read more here near š mark)
5ļøā£ Will diminishes his love to calling it crush and Tammy (I fully break it down here )
So as, yes, I've elaborated quite a lot on points 3-5 already, I'll cover shortly about what happens in Mike's head. Let's stick to the base of Mike being in love with Will. What he hears is:
ā he has a chance, he might've got signals, but maybe heās wrong and it wasn't him, and anyway Will's over his crush, and even if it was him, Will's obviously over him, so he can't dare disturb him now, if he was dumb enough to never notice that he could've had a chance before.
That's hell of a pile of stuff to go through that fast, which absolutely explains why he's so slow to "and me" Will. (He's in love, he couldāve never been the first one there after all the things he heard behind Will's words.)
ā ļø If we add conformitygate here, we also might notice that Vecna chose the way of conveying this information so that Mike knew he had no chance!
āļø Now, the dipshit brothers told us that Mike clocked that he was the guy Will talked about, however, I watched, I guess, that very interview piece and it didn't sound to me the way it's been discussed in social media (maybe I'm wrong, and if that's so, Iād ask you to shove a link to the video of them speaking on that at me). So anyways, I'm asking you to drag your attention back to the show and not whichever interview: that's how we can sum up that maybe Mike did not clock that it was him for Will! (Or that was still bad writing which is always an option but that's not why we're all here today, right.) I mean, I can kinda still assume that maybe he clocked him... But I'll doubt it until I see/hear any evidence of the opposite in the show that that was it...
⦠that that was it because of how their last dialogue is constructed! Thus we've reached their infamous scene. What happens here?
You remember from the previos paragraph that Mike needed time to process stuff, and that's exactly what he did on the way to the upside down, making several conclusions:
1ļøā£ He should be supportive to Will
2ļøā£ He shouldn't push his in-love agenda as Will's just said that heās been over him
3ļøā£ And maybe Will didn't even mean that it was him in the first place
4ļøā£ So he'll do the best he can: say that he's sorry, admit how oblivious he was and regret that he wasn't there for Will back then.
(5ļøā£ The secret 5th option: maybe he doesnāt fully understand his own feelings)
Now, here's the place where a lot of us crashed out as Mike best-friend-zoned Will. But what could he do, thinking all the 1-2-3-4? He could only suggest the best of what's been available ā being his closest person (his best friend the way it has always been before) even though romatically it may be impossible for Will's sake (from Mike's point of view at that exact moment).
And to be honest, Mike doesnāt sound like an upset guy who loves Will but whoās just found out that Willās fallen out of love (crush lmao) with him. Thatās why I believe that he either doesnāt know or at least not sure. And once again, itās Mike, heās always been oblivious! Bc these bastards never talk
(Also the word crush can show Mike that it was not that serious, and also indicate that Mike had no chances anyway ā even if he thought it was about him.)
This scene also ends with them sharing a bottle of water (indirect kissing) ā so honestly I don't see how accusations of him not touching Will afterwards are anyhow relevant.
3. Milkvan kiss / break up
Hereās āthe final bossā that has run all of us over. Can't brag on having to watch it twice for dragging evidence out of there, but bylerbrainrot can do wonderful and fearful things... Anyways, back to the point.
Of course, this scene has been firmly imprinted on the retina of our eyes, and that's exactly how I know that you remember details from it, however, we still need to skim through it a bit anyway.
So what do we have there:
1ļøā£ The void that couldnāt be created without bath
2ļøā£ Eleven promising that Mike will understand
3ļøā£ Eleven initiating all the romantic stuff with him
4ļøā£ Mike not being able to touch/hold/kiss his āgfā
Okay, I obviously see Mike grieving during the full second hour of 5x08. And I see Mike caring. But only El ā loving. Iād call this whole performance: one-sided milkvan who can still be broken up!
Just one that thing that El kissed him and he did kiss her back of course doesnāt mean that he loved her. He couldnāt even say it again before losing her forever, for godās sake!
Wouldnāt it be rude to push her away when she kissed him in that situation and said that she loved him? (lmao) I mean, wouldnāt you kiss your ex in such a situation? Cāmon, have some dignity hahaha Especially if two people are still very close! (Being friends that donāt lie*, right? Mike called El his friend this season, just reminding you. And he just couldnāt lie to her that he loved her!) Itād be just cruel of him, so he was silently polite šāāļø
*ā ļø which is interesting as he did say āilyā in s4, but it was obviously a lie; however, they werenāt friends at that exact time but romantic partners!
āFriends donāt lie, boyfriends doā.
Back to the ways to read their scene:
āļø Firstly, I thought that it was just El dreaming about a possibility of that farewell. Apparently she couldnāt create that void without her eyes closed and bath available. So I thought it might have been just her fantasy, including Mike being not romantic towards her as he had behaved this way lately + she told him he would understand later why she was going to sacrifice herself (this made me doubt Mike would imagine such a line of hers.)
āļø Secondly⦠oh, here we can actually combine this reading of the episode with conformitygate.
As if Mike got vecnaād, he didnāt need any specific conditions to get into that void in the first place! (Same goes for Elās line and the whole situation ā it all comes from Vecna.) And the main reason why Mike gets in that farewell imaginary situation at all is quite interesting:
š Isnāt it dreadful to not be able to say I love you to your dying girlfriend (if they even are together) as youāre a closeted gay boy secretly loving your best friend (maybe still secretly even from yourself)?
Itās a worst nightmare going alive! A nightmare haunting him till the very credits! Till the very last shot of these SKETCHED credits (associated with an only artist in this show, Will Byers) where Mike's vecnaād mind deletes Will from that rink with El, as it consumes him so fully that he barely can handle all that. As it turns out, heās still Mike Not That Brave, being afraid of his own feelings and because of that erasing Will from that very picture in his head. (Maybe even because that whole situation of meeting Will in California woke something in him which is hard to hide.) Because of his internalised homophobia, because he's afraid he's missed all the chances. Because he's scared that he's doomed. And arenāt fears Vecnaās field of activity?
And finally, analysing an epilogue that we got, we can definitely tell the ambiguity between Mike and Will ā but I want to look at that more through the perspective I gave you above: Mikeās thoughts since Willās coming out. Here we have:
2ļøā£ Epilogue boyfriend
Knowing all that (his delusions about Will's feelings and his own fears), what we can see in that scene is obviously Mike touching the binders with tears in his eyes, which does make him look pretty much like a closeted gay boy crying over his love that had been missed.
But given all that I mentioned above, we still have haunted Mike (haunted by his guilt, grieving for El whose feelings he could never reciprocate even when she was about to die ā which actually made him even invent the whole plot where she had escaped! as a coping mechanism for the whole situation and not only her presumable death). We also still have Mike grieving exactly for his love to Will, being misled by his delusions that we saw in the coming out and tower paragraphs. Which wouldnāt anyhow exclude though that actually byler could happen that very evening!
Let's say later the guys went to a party where Dustin was invited, and Mike got drunk (that girlsā party could include alcohol and Mike looks doomed at the end of the epilogue, so who knows) and blurted out his confession to Will⦠I mean, not that it should be this exact scenario, but this example shows that actually, yes, byler can go canon that very day that we witness at the epilogue! (If it hadnāt gone canon already based on Mikeās and Willās glances, which would mean though that in this case Mikeās for real just crying over their childhood having a boyfriend already... which maybe not the case, but it doesn't matter as the point is just to stress that byler is endgame.)
Now, 2. Epilogue boyfriend
Firstly, why do we think that itās a boyfriend? Is it forbidden for Will to have friends in a new city? New queer friends? To put a hand on their arms?
(Mike Queerler has been pawing Will for 5 seasons straight, Iāve seen it with my own eyes, and the Duffer Brothers said to that ā āso whatā, ātheyāre friends? no thanks, best friendsā and āeverything is up to interpretationā, so weāre working here exactly with that)
Secondly, do you still remember Mikeās delusions? He wants to be a good friend to Will. He thinks Will got over him (him?) 1,5 years ago at least. Mike makes up a boyfriend for Will in his fantasy however not saying even such a thing!
All Mikeās lines that we hear speak only about acceptance and nothing about love! And again he says only things that are important to Will as he told him! Mike just tries to be Will's best friend and finally be there for him as once heād already failed!
And yep, at this point weāve finally reached the belovedā¦
3. Waterfalls! Ohh thatās massive!
How many of us hate them, right? :D
(But I'm actually a fan lmao and I'll explain myself too*)
So the main question here is:
how the hell did we not notice that if Mike can fantasise about El escaping from the Upside Down, it means that she was never even there!
What farewell we even discuss? What kiss?
It never fucking happened! Not in reality!
She never was there because otherwise Mike would know that she was dead and couldn't say goodbye. But of course he can buy all that illusion just because his vecna'd mind tells him there's nothing weird about that!
And that gets us back to questioning why Mike even had that exact picture in his head, and the answer to that is in the end of the break up/kiss paragraph, covering all the āVecnaā reasoning.
TLDR: itās because Vecna manipulates Mike with his fears connected to his love to Will.
*And if conformitygate is true and we really get our secret byler endgame episode, I still wait for their 3rd waterfall, as probably Iām the only person on tumblr who thinks that itās actually their foreshadowing signals (as it seems that everyone collectively agreed that itās a milkvan sign, no one ever discuss it or I just don't see ā but I still stand on my point that milkvan is not central here, and milkvan waterfall dialogues foreshadow byler!). You can read about that too in my previous analysis, itās a paragraph in the end of this prediction āļø
Mike promised at least one waterfall in their last talk with El about that. And in the series we indeed saw two byler waterfalls (pipe gate + coke can) and single Eleven got all three in Mikeās fantasy which shows that she as a character doesnāt need Mike there! Which also makes me await, once again, the 3rd one for Mike and Will.
Will it be angsty rainy byler accompanied by Purple rain? lmao
Or any scene referring to the rain fight from s3?
Or can we say already that byler happened through milkvan in disguise in a way and that was that very last waterfall?
I donāt know. But I desperately want to see.
ps. check my bigger analysis on waterfallgate! post vol 3!