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Bad stim: my PS4 might be broken and I had a panic attack because of it
Oh no!!! I’m so sorry! I really hope it can be fixed!
Stay safe and try to find something to relax you <3

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Hello there! I sent in an ask while you were on hiatus so I thought I should ask again now that you’re back! Hope I’m not bothering you! I was wondering if you knew what type of things sheogorath and sanguine would like on altars! Like what decorations or offerings would they like the most? And what type of devotional acts could I do for them? Also what type of magic would be best to ask for assistance in for both of them? Thank you! 🖤
Oh I forgot to add one thing to my last ask! How would I make prayer beads for them?? What colors and stuff would go?
Okay! *rubs hands together*
I warn you that I’m gonna be more in-depth about Sanguine, because I honor Him, but I’m sure there are Sheo worshipers who can add on to this post.
Also this post may be a little messy, but I’ll try and clean it up before posting LOL
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DISCLAIMER: IN NO WAY AM I ENCOURAGING ANYONE TO BREAK THE LAW / EXPERIMENT WITH ILLICIT SUBSTANCES!Â
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DISCLAIMER 2: I am also not encouraging those who are under legal drinking age to consume alcohol or other drugs legal in their area.
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Altars/shrines. The obvious is, of course, cheese for Sheogorath and booze for Sanguine. YMMV on how that works. I’ve heard several Sheo worshipers complain that Sheo is so much more than just cheese and a colorful suit, while others insist that He does actually really like cheese, so it’s a good fall-back. I say try it and see. I personally have a sample bottle of tequila on my Sanguine shrine, as well as a drink mix that looks like blood in a crystal skull vodka bottle, and He seems to like both of them.
My shrine for Sanguine has the aforementioned tequila bottle, a red fabric rose, and a plastic skull, all sitting on a bed of black rocks, red plastic gems, and red glitter gravel. Aside from the tequila, which I found in a cupboard after my roommate moved out, everything came from the dollar store, and He seems rather pleased with it.
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Sanguine
Colors: Red (a rich, blood or wine red)
Stones: Garnet, ruby, thulite
Plants: Vanilla bean, roses
Offerings: Alcohol (especially tequila), red or black roses with thorns, orgasms
Devotional acts: Enjoy the company of others, drink, sex, feast (some people say doing anything that you’re passionate about, but personally I find that much too vague and I think it dilutes His sphere too much. But you can always try it and see if it works for you)
Magic: Sex magic, entheogens (especially sativa-dominant marijuana)
Prayer beads: Hm… if I were making a set of prayer beads for Sanguine, I’d use mainly garnet beads, maybe with some smaller clear quartz beads as spacers, as well as skull and rose shaped beads or charms, and probably a ruby charm or pendant as well (but rubies are expensive and I would only add one because I have several from another project)
Sheogorath
Colors: Purple, pink, gold, multicolor, metallic
Stones: Mania: Iron pyrite (fool’s gold), peacock ore (bornite), titanium quartz       Dementia: Smoky quartz
Plants: Peppermint, anything unusual looking/naturally heterochomatic
Offerings: Cheese, wine, sweetrolls, handmade art & poetry
Devotional acts: Food and drink, dancing, make changes in your life
Magic: Entheogens (especially psilocybin or LSD)
Prayer beads: I would absolutely use peacock ore or titanium quartz beads (if you can find round titanium quartz beads, I’d go with those over peacock ore, just because they have a more brilliant color) and iron pyrite beads, with smoky quartz spacers (see note below) and, in a fit of whimsy, a cheese wedge charm (or other whimsical charm that feels right to you)
Re: Sheogorath and smoky quartz. Smoky quartz is a great stone that’s good at lifting fear, depression, suicidal thoughts, and basically all the dark emotions. However, any stone can be turned around and its talents turned into curses, and because of what smoky quartz is good for, and because Sheogorath is not upstandingly moral in a human sense, I would be keep an eye out for depression and fear increasing with a Sheo devotional bracelet that contains smoky quartz. (Which is why I would use smaller and fewer smoky quartz beads than the others -- to represent Dementia without being overwhelmed by it)
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One thing to know about magic, especially magic used for communication, is that, in my observation, anyway, it’s not that certain deities or spirits have preferred methods for you to communicate, it’s that certain people have ways they’re better at than others. Some people can simply mentally talk to spirits and hear or feel a response. Others use tarot or a pendulum. Generally speaking, if a spirit or deity is going to respond to you, they’ll do so regardless of what method you use. The suggestions above are just ones that I feel Sanguine and Sheogorath would appreciate more, given Their spheres, but they are by no means the only way to talk to Them.
I want Stu and billy to fuck me somewhere we might get caught yknow? Like in an alleyway, a dressing room, anywhere semi public, Just,, fuckin gettin railed and trying to suppress any whimpers or moans, Stu wouId be whispering praises in my ear, And billy would be trying to draw louder and louder moans out of me with a smirk,, just,,, billy and Stu,,, hit me up please 🥺
THIS
It’s,,, it’s not normal to get the shakes when you don’t eat??
I guess not, apparently that's one of the symptoms of low blood sugar, as well as anxiety, sweating, lightheadedness, and heart palpitations, among a slew of other things I thought people just normally experienced. I grew up thinking that that was just something that Happens, and it wasn't until earlier this month that I realized "oh. that's actually Not a good Thing"

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Dude I love your art style sm!!! It’s so nice to look at I always love seeing you on my dash! And I wish I could give zasha a hug,, he deserves it,, 💜💜
oh !!!! thank you !!! yeehaw !
Hey!! Could I have a autistic trans Barry or guzma icon from Pokémon plz?? 💜💜
Oh damn,, I saw your awesome yoyo art and now I’ve gotta play jsr!! He’s so cool lookin!! 💜
Jet Set Radio is a good game!!
Kickass soundtrack, cartoony art style, a whole roster of playable characters with interesting designs (including diversity in races and body types). It’s definitely one of my favorite games from my childhood and I’m glad to hear it’s still picking up fans 20 years later.
The first game is on steam for like 8 roughly bucks [and you can find it here]! The sequel (which is the one I more or less based my art around) isn’t on steam quite yet.
The steam version was censored a bit unfortunately, though not censored in the terms of stuff like. removing curse words, but censored in the terms of needing to remove and replace some of the songs in the soundtrack that were in the original.
But, just so you know, if it’s anything like the Dreamcast version, the game gets stupid fucking hard pretty quickly, takes a patient hand to learn the clunky controls and can take a while to get used to disorienting way the camera snaps.
So just be aware of all that and have fun with it!!