Dec 25, 2023
big fan of the idea of elizabeth having huge freaky doll like eyes idk . im trying out diff blending modes i am slowly starting to lose art ideas again um !!! sorry for posting like single sketches at a time !!!! i share shit in bursts and some are way smaller than others . maybe i should at least start cropping these though
#puppypawprints#elizabeth afton#i work tmrw#3-8#closing shift#its objectively not that bad#its a shorter shift than normal for the holiday#but ugh#i dont wanna go#we're requird to work on holidays#because theyre our busiest times#so the shifts r shorter#people board their dogs a lot during holidays#its kinda crazy#we have like ...... over 35 dogs boarding rn .....#kinda makes me sad#why wouldnt you want ur dog with you celebrating :(#but ok#anyway#aughu#im losing the joy of life again#while i did find something to read and its become my salvation i am disolving deeper into my fantasy world#my mind is withdrawing further from reality#im not interacting with people very much either so its kinda just pushing me further in#coping i guess?#lol#idk its just pushing me deeper into the discinnect between my mind and the real world#sometimes i wake up and have a hard time distinguishing my dream from reality for a bit#it happens occasionally but it tends to happen more during these sorts of things#but whatever
