I refuse to call government assistance programs âwelfareâ or âbenefitsâ.
Iâve been on government assistance programs my whole life. I have never lived above the poverty line.
Itâs a system that doesnât care about my wellbeing, they care about doing the bare minimum to keep people alive enough to function and work, and if youâre disabled and cannot work, they give significantly less of a fuck.
And benefits?? What benefits?
Food stamps that run out within two weeks because I am budgeting with 8$ a day with literally dozens of dietary restrictions? Or do you mean the housing voucher that I have to never even have a gift card, penny to my name, Sams club membership, phone bill, literally anything that could be âincomeâ in order to qualify? That same housing voucher system that if I mess up even once with I not only lose all government aid for at least 5 years, itâs also mandatory PRISON time for 1 year?? âOh but they would never do that, right?â Nope! I have several friends who are now felons for minor lease violations and unhoused as a result! Oh maybe you mean the state health insurance that doesnât cover most treatments, specialists, and testing I need and if I tried to make a gofundme to cover, I would lose aforementioned housing? Oh and we canât forget all the money I get for being disabled, which is exactly 0$. Iâm still fighting for SSI and have been for 6 years! Thatâs over 6 years with absolutely zero income. ZERO. And guess what, whenever I *do* get on SSI, I will lose my housing voucher. And I wonât be able to afford my current apartment because even in subsidized low income housing itâs too expensive for the maximum SSI âbenefitâ amount. And on SSI you canât have savings over 2000$. Oh and they do make housing for people who are low income where you pay 30% of your income but I canât even be on the waitlist since I donât have any income. And on top of all this, I can never get married because Iâll lose all of the programs.
I could keep going. Thatâs not even half of the programs Iâm a part of.
⢠None of them give me cash in hand. Even for vouchers I have to provide receipts for everything.
⢠Food stamps just straight up wonât even cover ineligible items. Which includes hot foods.
⢠I genuinely donât believe that thereâs a way to âgame the systemâ and why would you? You would gain literally nothing.
⢠Itâs designed to keep people poor. Once you make over a certain amount, you lose all or almost all benefits. Thereâs no way to slowly transition out of the programs, if youâre someone whoâs able to. Itâs all in or all out.
⢠All of these barriers are made significantly worse while unhoused/homeless. Iâve been homeless for over half of my life and thereâs so many fucked up rules. If I missed one night staying in the shelter, I lost my housing voucher because I no longer was âverified as homelessâ even if I was sleeping outside still.















