I refuse to call government assistance programs āwelfareā or ābenefitsā.
Iāve been on government assistance programs my whole life. I have never lived above the poverty line.
Itās a system that doesnāt care about my wellbeing, they care about doing the bare minimum to keep people alive enough to function and work, and if youāre disabled and cannot work, they give significantly less of a fuck.
And benefits?? What benefits?
Food stamps that run out within two weeks because I am budgeting with 8$ a day with literally dozens of dietary restrictions? Or do you mean the housing voucher that I have to never even have a gift card, penny to my name, Sams club membership, phone bill, literally anything that could be āincomeā in order to qualify? That same housing voucher system that if I mess up even once with I not only lose all government aid for at least 5 years, itās also mandatory PRISON time for 1 year?? āOh but they would never do that, right?ā Nope! I have several friends who are now felons for minor lease violations and unhoused as a result! Oh maybe you mean the state health insurance that doesnāt cover most treatments, specialists, and testing I need and if I tried to make a gofundme to cover, I would lose aforementioned housing? Oh and we canāt forget all the money I get for being disabled, which is exactly 0$. Iām still fighting for SSI and have been for 6 years! Thatās over 6 years with absolutely zero income. ZERO. And guess what, whenever I *do* get on SSI, I will lose my housing voucher. And I wonāt be able to afford my current apartment because even in subsidized low income housing itās too expensive for the maximum SSI ābenefitā amount. And on SSI you canāt have savings over 2000$. Oh and they do make housing for people who are low income where you pay 30% of your income but I canāt even be on the waitlist since I donāt have any income. And on top of all this, I can never get married because Iāll lose all of the programs.
I could keep going. Thatās not even half of the programs Iām a part of.
⢠None of them give me cash in hand. Even for vouchers I have to provide receipts for everything.
⢠Food stamps just straight up wonāt even cover ineligible items. Which includes hot foods.
⢠I genuinely donāt believe that thereās a way to āgame the systemā and why would you? You would gain literally nothing.
⢠Itās designed to keep people poor. Once you make over a certain amount, you lose all or almost all benefits. Thereās no way to slowly transition out of the programs, if youāre someone whoās able to. Itās all in or all out.
⢠All of these barriers are made significantly worse while unhoused/homeless. Iāve been homeless for over half of my life and thereās so many fucked up rules. If I missed one night staying in the shelter, I lost my housing voucher because I no longer was āverified as homelessā even if I was sleeping outside still.












