how the fuck did i end up back in your bed?
i just needed someone to talk to. i just needed a shoulder. you were there. you’re going through it too. a break up, heartbreak, whatever. you’re going through it too so i thought–god, i don’t know what i thought.
all i know is that all i could think about was her. her hands are so much softer than yours are. she takes her time kissing me. we don’t rush the way you and i rush. my name sounds holy coming from her lips. from you, it sounds wrong.
i loved you. i did. i loved you with everything i had at one point.
but you and i aren’t good for each other anymore. we only do more harm than we do good. this can’t happen again.












