is this a date? / from @bendertm
for once in a really long time, chrissy feels happy. she feels like she's having fun. and this saturday it's just the two of them. she keeps getting creative excuse after excuse just to sneak her way into detention on a random saturday morning, but it's knowing that she will find john here, and that he often than not he'll be the only soul in this school.
she's playing a dangerous game. running with scissors. the type of careless that she shouldn't be. unsupervised, the whole library to themselves. it feels less like a cage and more like they are suspended in time. her head on her cheek. she should feel guilty, she should feel bad. her eye lashes flutter, looking up, up. and then away suddenly shy. "i think for a date to be a date someone must ask another person to go on a date." she's just scribbling in her notebook, her name, little stars, little hearts. "i don't remember anyone asking me anywhere about anything. i just keep finding you here." like she knows where to look now to find him. there's the other thing, isn't it. it can't be a date because well. she's got a boyfriend. so, there's also that.
















