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@anquenin
an indepedent, private, selective roleplay blog for astarion ancunin from baldur's gate 3. heavily based on my own interpretation of the character. written by billy / seth / joe. this blog is plot centric, meaning i won't interact without plotting.
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I Can appreciate so very deeply how devoted to someone astarion might be, like he picks someone and that someone picks him and that’s it that’s all he needs and sure he is adaptable to his partner but like you don’t expect him to be like this…you don’t expect him to be able to commit like this
thinking really hard about how one of the first things and what astarion is looking for after getting tadpoled is fun, he wants to have fun and be amused and like yeah he’s like bloodthirsty and has been conditioned to find amusement in blood and suffering but it’s still….makes me feel some type of way that he wishes to be entertained, to joke around
hey listen to me i want to talk about astarion's decision to propose sex to someone in act 1 and how much of that is kinda like the decision he makes when he decides to bite someone, yes it is part of the plan to get someone to care about him or whatever but there is also this aspect of finding someone HE CHOOSES because he LIKES THAT PERSON and finds them HOT like, its not about the easiest target (one could argue that picking the person in charge most of the time it is not the smartest move for him) but it is like such a test of the boundaries that were once there that no longer ARE there like DAMN !!! guy who hasn't had free will in so long and he will use to make terrible decisions, it's this double narrative slapped together and IT IS IN PART why he ends up catching feelings most of the time !!!
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despite herself, karlach grins. the expensive dresses were a nice fantasy, when they'd passed the store. but karlach grew up too poor for that, and since her return, the infernal engine only meant that she'd ruin anything nice. there's no point to spending coin on beautiful silks just to watch herself singe them. she says it casually, i can't wear things like that anyway. she doesn't know what version of karlach could get to wear such beautiful fabrics, such luxuriant colors. it's nice, though, as a fantasy. as a dream. a karlach who didn't have to become this blood-soaked, war-roughened thing to survive. a karlach who could twirl and dance at a ball, like a storybook princess.
and then astarion gets offended on her behalf. which, to be fair, it isn't hard to offend astarion, but it warms the place where her heart should be nonetheless. with dammon's adjustments, she supposes she wouldn't be in danger of burning the fabrics anymore. and the sparkle in astarion's eye as he talks about fitting her for a dress is magnetic. it draws karlach in, like a moth to -- well, a moth to flame.
she giggles; for a moment she is too flustered for words. then it passes. "what, are you serious?" from the look in his eyes, he is. and again, karlach thinks about how amazingly lucky she is. even if she's going to die at the end of all this, she'll die out of avernus, doing things she'd never thought possible. breathing fresh air. dancing at a ball. falling in love with the most wonderful man in the world, and being loved in return.
she takes both his hands in hers. "fangs," she says it in a very serious tone, because she's not used to being formal, not like him, and she wants to be proper about it. "would you do me the honor of fitting me for a dress?" @anquenin
"serious as death." astarion can't help but look up at her. there is something about the twinkle in her eye that suddenly appears whenever karlach seems to forget her new life. as momentary, as fleeting as it is. astarion doesn't linger long on the thought. but he means it. it shakes him, how much she seems to say without any words.
suddenly his hands are in hers and his ears make a flat line, eyes growing so big and round some would forget the blood sucking hungry creature he is. she is warm, it is a known fact. and astarion runs cold, they, as always find such a nice middle. comfortable even. it's a dangerous game they keep trying to play. devotion a funny little thing. and she sounds serious, unlike her. still.
he closes his eyes, a confident smile blossoming into his face. his head tilts to look at her better. "karlach, my darling. i'd be delighted to." surely there are things that are more important than a ball, than appearances. the looming threat of cazador making rest almost unbearable. but this is important, even more so. karlach does this thing, this annoying little thing in which astarion seems to want to live some more. "-now, after you. see if there is a dress in that shop you like." it feels monumental, it warms his dead heart. he doesn't let go of her hands first, he never does. it's always on her terms.
i think once you have actual like genuine sex with astarion you like can tell when he’s putting on a show, this came to me because I think when astarion pretends he’s good at expressions and saying things during sex but when he’s actually invested and his head and heart are in it man is he like 1) loud 2) no brain power to be SAYING things that make sense and if he’s asked to it takes him just a little and he can say them but man you can tell the difference in it anyways that’s all back to bed
last post before I go to bed but ! I think that it’s not group sex that freaks astarion out post killing cazador (on the topic of him trying group sex with the drow twins) it’s the act of sleeping with strangers, people that don’t know who he is, it feels unsafe and all too reminiscent of his own trauma…i don’t know if he would be able to make the distinction, but what I feel he ends up looking in sex isn’t like it falling back in it being 100% vanilla but rather it making him feel safe and looked out for…
thinking about how with astarion, there's no like easy connection or intuitively knowing what the other needs often, unless it is a position he himself has been before i doubt astarion can like...know how to engage with people in his own personal dynamics, romantic, platonic or otherwise. like he knows common courtesy, he knows how to apply it most of the time he decides to ignore it and sometimes it's because he wants to be mean but other times it's like...he doesn't know how to properly approach someone to make them feel better or comforted without doing what he would want for himself...there's no easy in for a relationship with astarion, he says he has no idea what he is doing and he means that...
the goddamn unique perspective the party has in knowing astarion pre and post cazador's death, like man they can just see the weight that lifts off this man and also get an idea of how much of a bitch he genuinely is and how much of that was the dread and anxiety over cazador existing
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its like astarion can defend himself astarion can stab people and eat them to death but do you know the emotional devastation you can cause this man, do you know how EASY it would be to destroy his sense of safety, this man would sacrifice 7000 souls for his own safety like ...
I need you guys to know how much of an indicator astarion going from darling or dear to my dear and my darling is
okay so cazador had enough control over astarion to decide what he could do and what he couldn’t but it seems like he got in astarion’s head the good old fashioned way meaning he didn’t literally read his thoughts I think…which I think that the whole tadpole and people getting in his head is probably something astarion dislikes greatly…so much happens underneath the surface at any given time that someone having access to that is scary even when he’s with someone and he’s good and ok like that feeling and his thoughts do not go away necessarily…he doesn’t change for people he remains opinionated but if cazador could not read his mind? His thoughts might be the last personal thing that remains of him
I think the general rule is that yes you can touch his back yes you can touch the scar but no you can’t trace over it following the shape of it
also can we talk how cazador carving out the scars on his back, it's not an astarion exclusive punishment but it hurts astarion right where it might hurt him the most, he is so scared of his body, his appearance being off that he can put himself together without SEEING HIMSELF IN A MIRROR, the scars fuck him up !!! he hates that they are there
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there is something interesting about astarion being comfortable with whatever his personal/partner asks (there are obviously hard limits) its all about choice and asking him and letting him have agency ! Like
