#asecondchance

Being Barry Allen Best Friend Would Include:

-Knowing each other since kindergarten.

-Both being scared to be in school.

-You fell from him that day when he sly smiled at you.

-Being best friend with Iris too

-You lived in front of the West house when young

-So the night Nora died you ran away of your house to Iris house when you saw Barry.

-You guys hugged the whole night. He was crying on your shoulder and you were holding him tight against you.

-That was the night he fell in love with you.

-Your parents only realized you weren’t house in the morning. Joe found you and Barry in a mess of legs and arms sleeping.

-Since then your mother took care of Barry and Iris as her own kids.

-You three passed most of the time in your house.

-When you guys were thirteen you started to think that Barry loved Iris.

-That broke your little heart.

-Barry thought you liked Tony.

-That broke his heart. How could the love of his life like this enemy?

-Barry asked Iris to be his date for the ball. Seeing that, you accepted Tony’s invitation.    

-That night Barry didn’t want to get up from his side and you weren’t feeling like dancing. So Iris and Tony danced with each other while you and Barry were staring at each other from different tables.

-None of you had the courage to invite the other to dance.

-You having plans to see the Well’s Particle accelerator with Barry.

-Him going with Iris.

-You staying at your home playing videogames and watching Netflix.

-Your heart almost stopping when you saw the explosion and changing to Tv to see it was the accelerator.

-Calling insanely to Barry. And getting worried by the minute when he didn’t answered.

-Getting your coat to run to S.T.A.R. Labs to find him but you were affected by the storm when you putted your feet out of the house.

-You waking up in the hospital with your parents, Joe and Iris by your side. You getting more nervous when you didn’t found Barry.

-Crying the whole night when Iris told you that Barry was in a coma in the room next to yours.

-Staying for two weeks on the hospital. And after that visiting Barry every single day, even when he was transferred to S.T.A.R. Labs.

-Discovering that you could teleport on a night when you wanted to see Barry and you found yourself by his side on S.T.A.R Labs

-Cisco found you the next morning. You were asleep on a chair set by Barry’s side.

-Cisco gave you the name of (y/h/n). You started helping Central City.

-Barry waking up and finding you. The first thing you guys done were hug each other.

-You were happy when Barry found out his power. You guys could be Superheroes best friends now.

-And that what you guys done.

-Until that day.

-The day you saved Barry.

-The day when Reverse Flash killed you.

-That day you guys confessed your love for each other.

-Since that day Barry visits in the cemetery with a single blue rose to represent his eternal true love for you.

-He keep feeling like he killed you.

-But Barry could not visit you today.

-Some kinda of portal swallowed him.

         When you teleported to S.T.A.R Labs you didn’t expect to see Barry fighting with Reverse Flash. But here they were, they arrived before you. What could you do? How could you help Barry, the love of your life?  Your voice escaped your mouth without your permission when you see Barry in that red suit falling into the hard ground.

          “Barry!” You screamed again and your voice echoed in the almost empty room. Reverse Flash lifted is head to look you in your (Y/e/c) orbs. His mouth formed an evil smile.

          “Say goodbye to your loved one (Y/h/n)!” Your heart almost stopped when you saw his vibranting hand going on Barry’s chest direction. Then a though passed in your head. Maybe it won’t work, but you needed to try.

          Your velocity was way too slow compared to theirs but you had a chance, none of them knew that you were planning. You close your eyes and teleported yourself to be in between both men.

          The pain you felt was indescribable. Your whole chest were burning in pain, you could felt his hand piercing your heart in only one move. You didn’t recognized your own scream, it sounded like other person. You couldn’t feel the blood that was staining your once white t-shirt.

          Your body fell slowly but before you could feel the cold hard ground in your back Barry got up and speeded in your direction. He dropped on his knees and screamed to the sky. Smiling to the scene in from of him the Reverse Flash disappeared in a yellow blur.

          “(Y/n)? (Y/n)?” Barry’s voice spook to your almost death body. He screamed again when he felt your blood running by his long fingers. “W-w-why have you done that?”

          “Because I love you. I loved since kindergarten but you’ve always loved Iris…” You started but soon were interrupted by coughs. You looked in Barry’s green orbs that where slowly filling with visible tears.

          “I never loved Iris. I was in love with you since we were six years old (Y/n).” Your smile brought a sad smile in Barry’s face. With great difficulty you lifted your body to plan a light kiss on Barry’s lips. “Please, please, please (Y/n) don’t leave me.” He started saying when your lips parted and your body weighed on his arms.

          When Joe, Cisco and Caitlyn found you two you were long gone, Barry weren’t physically able to cry more so he was just holding you body close to his while rocking back and forth whispering “Please, please, please come back to me.” Or sads “I love you, I always did.”

          Barry screamed and kicked when Joe tried to get your motionless body from his strong arms. No one ever saw the boy like that. He was filled with guilty. He couldn’t protect the most important person on his life that now laid death in his arms. He could be the fasted man alive but he was too slow to tell you how he felt about you. He discovered in the worst way that you felt the same for him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Next Day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

          Today was your funeral. Barry was sitting in a corner far from all your family. He was feeling guilty, way more than he felt the day before. He was the reason you were death, we couldn’t bear your parents’ tears. The explanation of your death that Joe came up with was that you die in an assault but Barry knew the truth that’s why he didn’t want to talk with your familiars, he couldn’t lie to them. Especially to your mother, the woman who helped Joe on the hard task of taking care of him when he was eleven.

          Iris set by his side with a worried look. “Hey.” She called gently but Barry didn’t lift his head truly he didn’t moved his body he kept crying in a not so small ball he was while hugging his long legs to his chest. "Please Barr, look at me.” Iris asked trying to hug him. No one expected Barry’s sudden move.

          “Don’t touch me. I don’t deserve pity. It’s my entire fault. She is dead because of me.” He screamed getting up and away from Iris. (Y/n)’s mom run in his direction hugging him tight while he slowly breaks down and falls to his knees still hugging (Y/m/n)’s waist.

          “It is not you fault my child.” The sweat voice of your mom told Barry while messing with his hair. “She was murdered. You could never have warmed my daughter.” Now was (Y/m/n) that start crying, Barry instinctively got up and hugged her closer.

          “I loved her.” He confessed low so just the two of them could hear.

          “I know my child. I know.” Her voice was so broken that Barry felt guilty again. “She loved you too.”

          It was Barry’s turn to say “I know.” Your mom lifted her head so she could smile to him, it was a warm smile just like yours. Barry felt his eyes filling with tears again. Oh, he missed you so much.

          “Please. Be strong, for her.” Your mom asked while getting his hand on hers. “Please stay this last minute by her side.” Your mom was now openly crying while pulling him to the side of your coffin.

          Your coffin matches with you. It was (Y/f/c) with golden details. Your motionless body were dressed in your favorite dress with your long (Y/h/c) hair loose as you always used and your little (Y/s/t) feet where barefoot. Your dad explained to Barry that you have asked if something ever happened to you that you were buried that way. Your every wish was been fulfilled. Barry needed to hold a new wave of tears when he saw that your coffin where filled with (Y/f/f).

          Barry couldn’t watch as you (Y/f/c) and golden coffin where being buried but he was the last one to leave. Even your parents were in the way to their car when the once love of your life were kneeing in front of a grey tombstone which could be read the word “A lovely daughter and an even better friend."

          “I’m sorry my friend, my love, my (Y/n). You were a hero, my savior.” Said a sad Barry his strong hands were shaking when he placed a single blue rose in front of the cold stone. “This rose means eternal true love, my (Y/n). And that is what you always being and always will be to me.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Nowdays~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

          It’s being two months since your death. Barry went to the cemetery every single day with a single blue rose to ask your forgiveness and declared his love, the same one that he never had the courage to tell you while you were alive and by his side.

          Barry is fixing his tie in the middle of S.T.A.R.S. lab, he is back to his function as the only hero of Central City but since that day Barry is avoiding the room here you jumped in front of the Reverse Flash.

          Barry takes the blue rose that is resting on Cisco’s table, ready to today’s visit. He has been feeling a little better since the day that Reverse Flash was defeated but your absence on the missions where slowly killing him from the inside.

          “Barry! You need to see this!” Cisco screams while entering the room.

          “Not now Cisco. I’m going to the cemetery.” Barry answers aggressively, other effect of your absence, Barry is getting sadier and angrier with every day that pass but the sound of a explosion makes Barry stops where he is.

          Caitlyn’s screams makes Barry speeds up to other floor. When he enters the room the first thing that he sees is his memory of you dying in his arms. But the second thing that his eyes lands on are real and big. A giant portal is open right in front of his eyes.

          Before he can’t ask anything a long bang shuts him up. A huge invisible force drags the hero and his friends on the portal direction. Barry can’t think; he can’t understand what is happening before being swallowed by darkness.

pt 2 of 3 arts from roleplay with always lovely @tsarina-lunanoff who is a AMAZING partner, if your in the GOC!Fandom. Seriously check it out.

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