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Apothiattractional : a term for individuals who are repulsed by their ability to experience attraction or their ability to experience a particular type of attraction. This could be due to many reasons: trauma, sex repulsion, romance repulsion, touch repulsion, other types of repulsion, dysphoria, and many more. Anybody can use this term for any reason. It should be noted that this is not an exclusive identity and that anybody can use it.
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if there's any apothiattractional adults out there who managed to "make it" and live a life where they aren't forced into having relationships just to survive, how did you manage it? i want to cut ties with all of my fake friends and fake family after I move out for uni, but i'm worried about like surgery where you need someone to take care of you, or what to do if i have financial issues and dont have family to give me a place to live or to give me an interest free loan. i dont know how to get a living situation where i can live alone without roommates that require friendship either. im similarly worried about how to find a job if i can't network, and about how to keep a job if i can't do much more than an impersonal working relationship. ive heard that being friendly is more important than actual work performance, which is just so fucked up and aplphobic tbh.
the current system forces you to rely on other people so much and i hate it, im literally incapable of it. im so depressed right now just because of all the societal expectations, forced socialization, and uncomfortable conversations that im forced to endure because im a minor in high school. idk if i can keep going on like this if this will be the rest of my life until i retire.
(if you're anattractional but still have partners/family/friends that's great and valid but not what I'm asking about, i feel ill if i have any kind of close relationship, esp ones where the other person feels any sort of attraction towards me and thats all of them so i need somewhat different advice)
I personally can't speak on this(Still in school, so I depend on my bio family). However, I'll leave this open for other people to add on to. ^^
Is it possible to be apothiattraction and anattractional?
It is definitely possible.
Apothiattractional or apothi attraction is defined as the repulsion towards one's ability to feel attraction, while anattractional is one's lack of ability to feel some sorts of attraction. ¹ ²
Keeping in mind that anattraction can also mean feeling little amount of attraction, it is definitely possible. Also, one might use the term anattractional, but be on the anattractional spectrum and use the term while not aligning with the "typical" definition if it, I'd say it's definitely possible.
Most importantly, if both of the terms align with how you feel, than feel free to use them, without regards to what other people think! You feeling comfortable with your labels is the most important!!!
I hope that helped! Thank you for your question!!!
If anyone else has any questions or experience to share, my ask box is always open! <2
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