Hi, I'm Philip, but you can know me as PhiBi12.
Even though it's my first blog, it won't be introduction to my blog. Instead, I wanted to write something much more important: I wanted to apologise for my shitty behaviour in PAW Patrol fandom.
But what do I exactly mean?
From 2024 to 2026 I was going around different sites (mostly Tumblr, Deviantart and to a lesser extant-AO3) and attacking people for very dumb reason. This reason was fact these people don't ship (or at least don't write) about some ships I like (mostly Skase, but also Zucky and Evershall). My main argument was telling they are canon, which was actually hillarious since PAW Patrol members are too young to engage in romantic relationships. One of my tactics was creating multiaccounts in order to harass my victims. But the worst of all was fact I sent death threats to them.
Now, it's time to explain what I felt. Firstly, I am 100% aware of fact nearly no ship in Paw Patrol is canon (not counting farmers for example). My main reason for my behaviour wasn't fact I was dilusional, but trying to check how would I feel about it. I felt terribly. Yes, I told @ra2709004 that I felt satisfied by it, but I lied.
After all these experiences I realised my actions were HUGE mistake. Because of it I decided to say sorry to everyone who suffered at my hands (especially Skyezuma/MysteriousPup/Your_Lionheart who deleted her Tumblr account because of me and @cleodrawz who felt betrayed by me) and their friends. I don't feel resentful for blog where @self-indulgent-paw-patrol told people about me-she just wanted to be sure more people will be safe. I promise you to change and become much better person. If you don't believe me, I won't be angry-I know it's hard to regain trust to someone who did something like me.
One again, I am sorry for everything I did.
