#antiflesh

i feel like i'm having an identity crisis

i miss against me and mix cds and slurpees and folk punk and bike polo and mosh pits and writing notes and patching my holes and sewing my pants and dying my hair and climbing trees and driving to orlando on whim to see a show last minute and listening to fall out boy and my chemical romance in the car with justin at 2am and surprising tess at work and fourth mealing and attending every one of justin and jarred and cody's band practices and quoting workaholics and reno 911 with tess and justin and mat and cody and being one of the dudes and wearing all black and talking about babes with justin and playing with his dog chance and helping jarred fix things and cuddling jarred's roommate's dog bella and listening to the avett brothers and crying and head banging in between justin and cody and feeling them hold onto me when i almost get knocked over and screaming from justin forcibly picking me up and lifting me up to crowd surf and post-ride espressi with cody and talking about riot grrrl things with tess and talking about different babes with tess and accidentally dressing identically with tess and constantly ending up being mall rats with tess and going thrifting with tess and complaining about boys in general with tess and getting tattoos with tess and going over unannounced cause of justin sleeping until 2pm