#answeredmeme

"A terribly lonely person."

@gcmblingdice​ asked:  "Are you into the idea of me getting you off on vlive, without them noticing? Are you into that type of play? Knowing army could see at anytime if you slip up?" (From namjoon uwu)

send me a ✏️ and my muses (specify which) will draw a picture of your muse

“I hope it looks okay.. I don’t colour my stuff very often, so I mess up on colouring a lot.”

well i’m not gonna tag anyone, but here are my top five!! 

Shivers by @whindsor obviously, my first and foremost,  all time fave fic because i just love jamie grant with all of my heart. plus the story is super fucking original and isn’t aligned with anything canon in the show like most oc stories (mine included) are! it’s brilliant and jamie is so funny and cute and i just wanna spend all my time with her. and her and stiles together make for some real fun times *cough* study sessions *cough* it’s real refreshing to see something so original and fun that’s in the teen wolf verse.

Ripples in the Water is another one by @whindsor that i just love so much. it’s another original story and makes the reader think like “hey what WOULD’VE happened if scott was never bit??” there’s time travel, alternate universes, surprise oc appearances, it’s so well written, it feels like it should’ve been a plot point in teen wolf. PLUS natalia bosna is a queen and could step on me and i would say thank you. she defends these people she’s only met like once, is a lover of hot chocolate and her EYES GLOW PURPLE WHEN SHE’S ANGRY what more could you want??

Take Me Down by @fraysquake is just so lovely. like it’s set within canon timeline, but it feels like it’s more than that. she’s incredible with how she writes her characters’ emotions and feelings. plus the backstories of each character are really interesting and i just want to know more!!! there’s plenty of angst, yes, but there’s also some really sweet lariana/scallison parallels that make me cry. i’ve adopted ariana; she needs me. (no, she doesn’t, but i’ve adopted her) 

Rise by @drbobbimorse like this fic has just started, but i’m already hooked. i love joanne and her relationship (or lack thereof) with the pack! i’m super keen on finding out how joanne fits into the fold because there seems to be some history between her and the boys, which i wanna find out more about. i love that she’s a straight up witch, like yes, give me all the magic. i adore fics with mystery (sometimes) and rise is def one of those that’s keeping me on the edge of my seat. i look forward to every new chapter!!

Are You Afraid of the Dark by @lady-baratheon a new fic that i just started reading, but i caught up in a DAY because it’s that interesting. i love the family dynamic and the different personalities within the story! they all mesh together to create this lovely plot. i love when stories have multiple storylines going on so this is a fantastic one to read if you feel the same!! 

It was the same camping site they’d camped at every Fall Breaksince Finn had gone off to college. It was Finn’s way of reminding his kidbrother that he wasn’t ever too far away or too busy to see him. That Fall wasthe start of Finn’s senior year of college. He was twenty-two and Patrick was seventeen,just starting his Junior year of high school. It was the perfect week- just thetwo of them, hiking, kayaking, goofing off and swimming in the lake. ByThursday the beautiful weather they’d been enjoying turned sour. The rain wascold and came down in steady heavy sheets. Finn awoke late in the morning butit was dark and grey outside. Patrick’s sleeping bag was empty. Always theconcerned protector, Finn quickly pulled on a t-shirt and clambered out of thetent, phone in hand. He searched the camp site, the car, the outhouse, anywherehe could think of, but there was no sign of his brother. Panic rising in hischest he dialed 911, informing them of his location and that his brother wasmissing. He set out along the mountain path, calling his brother’s name. Abouta half mile down there came an answer. It was almost inaudible due to thepouring rain, but Finn could’ve picked his voice out anywhere. Finn rushed tothe edge of the path, seeing that there was a drop just behind the trees. Helooked over the drop off and his breath caught in his throat, it was a roughrocky incline, dropping hundreds of feet down to a stream. Patrick was clingingto the rockside about forty feet down. His red hair looked dark with what wascertainly blood.

“Hang on, I’m coming down to get you!” Finn frantically torehis backpack from his back, pulling out the length of rope and scrambling tofasten it to a tree. It was only a forty foot rope, the end hung about sevenfeet above his brother’s head. Finn tore a waterproof flare out of his pack andsnapped it, tossing it back towards the path and praying that whoever came tofind them would be able to see it. He moved quickly rappelling down therockface towards his shivering brother. “Patrick! Grab hold of my hand!” Themuscular college student reached his right hand down for his kid brother,stretching his arm span to its limits. Their fingertips brushed once, twice, butPatrick couldn’t reach him. “Jump up!” Finn called out, tightening his grip onthe rope. “But...If I miss I might not catch myself!” The panic in hisbrother’s voice was warranted, the rocks were slick, but they were running outof time. Patrick was soaked through and clearly injured, and the cold rain was freezing Finn’s hands. If they didn’t get up the cliff-sidefast he was going to lose his grip on the rope and they’d both be in trouble. “You have to jump now, Patrick. Now!” Theyoung man grimaced in concern for a moment, but then he launched himself up thoseprecious few inches and Finn’s hand closed around his wrist. The immediate painsent a scream tearing from Finn’s lungs. Fire shot from his outstretched arm upacross his chest. He felt something in his right shoulder tear and he nearlylost his hold on his brother. Thankfully Patrick was already gripping his olderbrother’s arm with both hands. “Finn! Fuck, what happened? Finn!” The high schooler wasfrantically trying to find footing, but with the stone slick from rain, hecouldn’t keep in any one place for long. “Stop!”Finn cried out, eyes screwed shut. “Stop moving, Pat!” He was sick with painnow, but he had to hold on, he could hear the sirens of the rescue team pullingup to the cliff.

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He always felt this way around him. A feeling of - oh, how could he even put it into words?

From the first moment that there had been that knock on his door, an unexpected arrival, a conversation over tea, and there he was - holding himself back, trying to push down the instant feeling of connection, but it was hard to deny that he had felt drawn to him.

There was just something about him that had him imagining a moment just like this, where Cal had closed the distance between them and pressed his lips against his.

                                                                                       Was this permission?--

There was a shock that didn't last, because the moment he felt his lips against his own, he was kissing him back. Slender digits took their hold of the fabric of Cal's shirt, pulling him even closer as his other hand lightly stroked a feather touch against the back of Cal's skull, gripping the back of his neck to cradle his head as Sean's velvet tongue deepened the kiss even further. He had held that kiss, his tongue finding Cal's own, savouring the moment and his taste before the kiss had been broken and both his hands had slipped away.

"--- I hope you realize how hard it is, to not push you up against the wall and make a kiss more than just a kiss, Cal ---" Sean swallowed hard, only realizing at that moment just how heavy his breathing was, how quickly the zipper beneath his belt had become strained. He had forced his own breath to steady, trying to push down the one thing that was on his mind.

"The last time I checked, Josh, I wasn't his either. If you haven't noticed, I've been single for quite a while now."