#angry note

Look who is angry... :) And look despite of his nearly unreadable cursive what a nice treble clef he can draw. :) 

This Horribly Jerky Note Shows Why You NEVER Judge Someone Without Knowing Them.

Acting as a crusader and lashing out at others seems noble, but you should watch your mouth before you unleash a stream of hatred… because you could just be plain wrong. A man left an angry note on a car using a handicapped spot, asking to see his wheelchair. When the quadriplegic owner of the car returned to find it, he was stunned.

“I would love to see your wheelchair! I’m guessing male 25-35…

my boss either needs to get laid or take a fucking nap or something. i have never been more ticked and frustrated by her. on tuesday, she basically yelled at me and one of my co-workers because she and i "dont use your time wisely." basically she was giving us a lecture on how we never help out the other rooms at daycare and we sit around too much.

umm...first off, EXCUSE YOU???? no. sit your ass down lady and let me tell you what. while you were gone for 2 full damn weeks, you left 3 rooms with only 4 employees to work them all. 4!!! we were all at 40 hours, busting our asses because you are too damn full of yourself to put on ad out that WE NEED MORE EMPLOYEES!!!! 

yes, do i have moments where i look at my phone? yes! because i have finished all my work and i finally earned my right to take a quick mental break! and lady, WE DONT GET BREAKS!!!! and during nap time when it is our "break," we will get shit done fast, so we CAN rest.

oh!! and this whole thing on how we dont use our time wisely and dont help out the other rooms?? bullshit!!! between my one co-worker and myself, we are CONSTANTLY floating between our room and the other rooms to help everyone out!!! the ONLY time people help out in our room is at lunch time because one of us is either a) cooking or b) having a day off. WE BUST OUR ASS TO MAKE SURE THE OTHER ROOMS ARE TAKEN CARE OF BECAUSE YOU DONT DO JACK SHIT TO HELP THEM!!! you are always in your office when you ar at work. if you are going to do office work, DO office work!! but then put another body on the floor so you can do your work!!! dont work in the office and then tell us "call me out if you need me."

UMM, HELLO WE NEED YOU!!!! CAN YOU PUT OUT COTS? CAN YOU HELP WITH BATHROOMS? CAN YOU HELP SUPERVISE THEM??

she got so angry with me and how i used my time, but then the last 2 days i feel like im being punished. tuesday i worked a 10 hour shit because she can't schedule right! one lady went home early, and another left early cause she had school stuff to day. so at 4:30 when i was suppose to leave, there were still 15 or 16 kids. i stayed. let my boss know it would be a 10 HOUR DAY! I FUCKING OPENED THAT DAY! when i left at 5, they were still at 14. i BEGGED her to take one of the roudier boys so the other teacher across the hall didn't have to deal with 5 crazy boys. we HAD to split the kids so i could leave.

AND TODAY!!!! ugh. i know, im angry. just... i have to get this off because i can't anywhere else. today i was suppose to have a short day and be at 1. but my boss calls in sick. GUESS WHO WORKED HER SHIFT?!?!!?! and i actually felt quilty at one point. i had to leave at 1 and i came back at 3:30 because if i stayed, i would be over on hours and the place i work at doesnt pay for overtime. so i felt guilty i couldn't help with naptime. with what i worked today, im over hours so i have to be cut another day by about a half hour at least....just stupid.

she schedules what i work!!! if she doesn't like my "use of time" then schedule me differently!!! thats why YOURE THE BOSS!!! and we need another body because of shit like this! we need a body so you can take your 2 week vacations and when others get sick. we need more bodies SO THE KIDS AREN'T NEGLECTED!!! 

But then I was like--"I have things to say about this! What a waste!" So I decided to answer anyway. Below is the message I received.

we're coming for you youngsangers. the ring leader is gone. everyone wil lfollow.

Tragically, dear anonymous, and I do apologize for this, my first reaction was to giggle. Lack of proper capitalization does that for me. Also the idea that anyone can try and tell others what to think or create. I honestly can't comprehend it. It defies me. So I giggled for a bit, and then I deleted it and went on my merry way.

And then I thought about it. I thought about it sipping coffee over breakfast, and I thought about it while working, and I thought about it dozing over a book.  And I realized that what I felt was pity. You poor dear. I think you must be very young, very inexperienced, and your life very rough to focus so much of your heart on a ship, to get so angry over a world that doesn't exist. You must be hiding yourself there to an extraordinary degree. I'm genuinely sorry you're having such a hard time with life at the moment. 

If you need someone to talk to and offer support, my inbox is always open. However, this is the last angry note I will respond to. You know my feelings, and I feel there's no real need to rehash them.