@anderwhohn said: "this isn't up for discussion. i know you're used to looking out for yourself, but i need you to understand that you don't have to live like that anymore. i'm here. for as long as i'm around, i'm going to come between you and anything that wants to hurt you." (from Nihlus, arranged marriage verse)
âiâll keep you safeâ prompts   /   ACCEPTING â·
She can take care of herself! Thatâs what she wants to say, because Nihlus needs to let her fucking be in the world like a person, like someone who can stand on her own two feet, because sheâs not a child, sheâs not less capable than he is. But that may be... projecting how the galactic community treats humans in general. Projecting her own insecurities, even.
So, rather than lashing out defensively, Wren checks herself. Lets her unfounded anger dissipate. It would be easy, to accuse Nihlus of being patronising, but it wouldnât be fair. They are bondmates, even as their relationship isnât... what that usually entails. Or, at least, hasnât started that way. It means something, to them both.
She takes a moment to breathe the urge to defend herself from him, to shut off emotionally, away, her eyes meeting his all the while.
â OK, â   softer than her tone was a minute ago.   â But if itâs gonna be that way, itâs not a one-way street. â   She moves closer, gently touching his arm. The waning adrenaline is making her exhausted, but the fright isnât quite completely gone. She got angry because he could have gotten hurt, on her behalf. Wren doesnât like it, someone putting themselves in between her and what wants to hurt her. Who likes seeing other people get hurt on your behalf? No one.
â You canât be my protector without me being your protector. If... if you insist on risking yourself on my behalf, then you also have to accept that that goes both ways, Nihlus. I donât leave such things unreciprocated. â   Itâs a given for her, that she would protect him with her life; this is not a new sentiment. But maybe it needs to be said.   â I might be on temporary leave, but Iâm not a civilian any more than you are. This is not gonna be you having a get-out-of-jail-free card for putting yourself in harmâs way for me and me not having the same privileges, got it? â