#and self reflection

So I got to see some really old photos of myself and I was the goblin child. Like Everyone is doing something normal and I’m like standing on a chair, or being a ham, or crazy over the top. I kinda miss that. I know when I lost that just... hamish joy and I. Want. It. Back.  I’ve been learning that I’m charismatic and like cool and I really didn’t realize how low my self image was. Like I always thought I was decent in that department but I’m like oh... I’m not the weirdo kid I thought I was. my self perception was so wrong. It’s like learning you had a superpower all this time and have been using it but didn’t know it. I need to do some deep thinking and self reflection because I deserve better than what I’ve thought about myself. I deserve better.

It's an interesting psychological phenoma that has barely been explored.

This was the first episode all 3B that I felt like Callie was actually acting like Callie. She was honest and not passive aggressive (at least not too much) and she showed how much that night with Brandon meant to her.