Do you think Lestat really, really hated Louis when he wrote Big Bad Wolf? Love and hate is a fine line. Sam really managed to portray Lestat's strong emotions, especially with the monologue!
You can understand him being pissed about the train scene, but the detail about the ticket pocket is harmless and portrays him in a lovely way. So it's like he didn't want indication of how romantically he feels about Louis in the moment
Like, I keep repeating but it also bears repeating:
Lestat is book-canonically pissed about the book and what Louis did there up to the last VC book - book 13. We're on THREE.
No, he does not "hate" Louis.
He felt utterly betrayed by him.
Like, actually look at the other lyrics, not just at the screamed, hurt part:
I can be a real motherfucker I'm a mess, yeah, I'm a lot Sometimes a monster, just like my father
A nasty temper, yeah, I run hot
Oh, liar liar! Your skin's on fire!
How can I love you if you don't love yourself?
I never meant to hurt you (maybe a little)
I think you wanted me to be someone else, but
Who's the villain sneaking up from behind
With a knife in his hand, and a mouthful of lies, yeah!
Whoa, whoa
The night's for sale
Whoa, whoa
You sharpened your nails
Whoa, whoa
You weep and you wail
How I'm the big bad wolf in your fairytale
You love your gossip, you tiny tattle
All your stories with their tiny holes
Half the truth is worse than no truth at all
I'm an ex, not a devil here to suck out your soul, no!
And who's the villain sneaking up from behind
With a knife in his hand, and a mouthful of lies, yeah!
Whoa, whoa
The night's for sale
Whoa, whoa
You sharpened your nails
Whoa, whoa
You weep and you wail
How I'm the big bad wolf in
This is a rundown of their relationship!! All the things Louis said about Lestat! A motherfucker(!!!!), a mess, a "lot", a "monster", the "big bad wolf in a fairytale"
Like... this isn't subtle?! AT ALL?
You ever try to love someone who didn't love you back? I KNOW you know
You ever try to let someone back in after they come to you with what feels like sincere apologies for their past behavior?
And then you find out about a certain book, a salacious best-seller full of misremembered cobwebs et foutaise absolut Connard!
Just. Imagine. This. Had. Happened. To. You.
Louis can be glad Lestat loves him soooo much. He can be friggin' glad Lestat talks to him at all.