#and!!

Seed?

i actually do think about this a lot because every pigeon has such a distinct personality. for example i know zola spends a lot of time thinking about Egg and Baby. she's terrible at having both of those things but she does think about them a lot. babybel has a hard time thinking about multiple things at once and is very easily distractible unless he's doing something he Knows he isn't supposed to be doing (like going on a specific shelf in my room). havarti definitely thinks about me a lot, and about the bathroom, and she has a very sophisticated mental map of everything and gets upset when things are moved out of place, so i would imagine she thinks about keeping things in order while also about ways to broadcast how she is Best Sweetiest Girl.

and surely all pigeons no matter where they live have the same kind of rich internal world. i regularly get updates from anna’s new owner about how she loves watching project runway and is currently super into the world cup!! she flutters up and coos at the screen as soon as the game starts.

of course the specifics of everything above is all speculation. but it's scientific fact that if you zoomed into pecky's brain all you would hear is careless whisper.

For weeks it felt like my bicycle is wobbly and harder too ride. My local bicycle repair shop told me there is nothing!! it's just old and maybe it's a me problem (rude I know)

And I feel that especially when I hit the gym often that I can ride it better so I gaslighted myself that it is indeed a me problem.

Today the back weel broke down like there was no air on the way back from work

1 meter from a different work shop !!

I panicked a little and went into the shop and asked if they could pump air into my weel (I thought it's just not enough air)

Turns out my whole ass weel the inside air tube and the outside, the profile,was gone in 3 different places and thats why it was 1. Wobbly 2.very hard to ride and 3. Dangerous because due to the pressure of my body weight the inner air tube can like pop spontaneous.

(When I go to work it's dark and when I come back it's dark as well and I don't use it in my free time, I just simply walk)

Anyway I thought, great now I need to walk home AND walk to work like 2.5 kilometers (1.5 miles) in the morning.

Fuck

who wants that right?

But!

-He (the repair man) looked me into the eyes and just said "I can fix that in half an hour if you want to?"

Hottest sentence I heard. 🔥

I could have kissed that man on the mouth so happy was I ( I gave him chocolate as a thanks he was confused but happy)

My local bicycle repair dude would NEVER.

I had the smoothes ride back home even with cold ass wind and snow into my face. I almost even was too fast.