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Uhhh trying to push through writing a Biblical part of my presentation (I’m not reading that slide but I DID write it. ty irl friend for reading that part) and having to force myself through writing a part that just so happens to have the nickname for the fuck responsible for source trauma (also it feels weird writing out what exactly he fucking IS (abuser). like. I got out the word but I can’t put the word “my” by it for some reason) despite physically cringing at it

is. is this internalized fictomisia or smth?

Yes, this is internalized fictomisia. Those are literally your experiences, you should be able to freely name them.

Good luck to you.

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #internalized fictomisia #alterhumisia #altbemisia #fictionfolk #alterhuman #altbeing #exotrauma #abuse mention #swearing cw #animateez

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Fictomisia is people treating exotrauma as lesser than current trauma. It pisses me the fuck off, I didn't survive Jigsaw for people to doubt that it actually affected me. My heart literally started pounding at even the mention of someone with an unfortunate name connection. You can't tell me what happened to me didn't happen, because it did, I just have a new body.

Sorry for the rant, I feel the need to justify my anger.

This is fictomisia, as well as but not just general alterhumisia/altbemisia.

I'm so sorry, anon. Sending all best wishes to you.

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #fictionfolk #alterhumisia #altbemisia #alterhuman #alterbeing #altbeing #exotrauma #swearing cw

is it fictomisia if, when you tell someone about your fictional identity, they look up the character and say "mm, well, that's weird. he isn't very similar to you at all." as if i (as an interfictive) could *choose* who i was?? also, ouch, "we" actually are quite similar in many ways (almost like i'm the same person, just with different life experiences), but i don't know if that counts either.

also their tone sounded to me like they didn't really believe me and just humored me, but i do think that if they knew i was actually a member of a system they would treat me as more valid than if i was just fictionkin. this is just a vibe to be fair but i don't like that i have this fear at all.

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anyway, thank you for running this blog! i don't really know what happened with the other blog (i think i can guess but the other blog has been deleted so i can't really check for sure) but i appreciate someone who vocally understands how serious exotrauma can be! so sorry about the anon hate, you don't deserve it <3 i would say this all off anon but we're (well mostly) closeted about being plural on main, so here's some extra hearts to compensate!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

This is fictomisia!!!

I'm so sorry for the late reply, anon. And so happy that this blog is of value to you and others!

I haven't been keeping up with things, checked and apparently the other blog is indeed gone...

Good luck to you in all things regarding your plurality, and in all things regarding your fictional identity. What you have described is absolutely fictomisia. Our identities are ours, not anyone else's to judge, no matter what.

This general topic is actually something I think a lot about, and would like to post more on. Right now I unfortunately do not have a lot of spoons.

I'm sorry you have experienced, or are continuing to experience this. I hope you have/find acceptance.

Thank you for your ask and all the kind words!!

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #alterhumisia #altbemisia #pluralmisia #fictionfolk #fictive #alterhuman #alterbeing #altbeing #mod post #anon

Altbeings should be able to have complex experiences with our alttypes without that being seen as an sign that we should be made to not be them.

#leviathan.txt #altbeposting #altbeing #altbemisia #alterhuman

someone isn’t a bigot for asserting that someone who did not experience a type of abuse IN THIS WORLD is not a survivor. oh my goddddd you people will say anything.

Translation: "someone who experienced a type of abuse and is often profoundly affected by trauma from it is not a survivor unless it happened on a certain condition of validity, and also I am so factomisic that I will not factor factfolk in at all"

You people will say anything.

By the way, yes. This is a fictionfolk-centered blog, but my support for exotrauma survivors absolutely includes factfolk on the same level.

I do suspect that may stir an even worse wave of hate.

In any case, my unwavering support to all exotrauma survivors and all alterhumans/alt(er)beings. I do not have enough spoons currently, but I will be speaking more.

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Fictomisia (and specifically fictivemisia in my instance) is the usually unspoken, but clearly there, expectation from people for you to "grow out" of your identity. To treat your exomemories as lesser, then not real. To slowly divorce yourself completely from your (previous in my case) life and become a "normal human". Because according to these people, me not doing that is me "confusing "fiction" with reality" and is "anti-recovery".

It's incredibly fucking tiring.

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #fictivemisia #alterhumisia #altbemisia #pluralmisia #saneism #ageism #swearing cw #anon #fictionfolk #fictive #plural #alterhuman #alterbeing #altbeing

If you mock exomemories you should be mauled

#altbemisia #violence cw #I Can Be Angry And Care About Other's Vulnerabilities (Unlike You Fuckers) x∞#swearing in tags #leviathan.txt

thank you for being the only one to say it.

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I'm not the only one, one of the responses I've gotten was with a tag "<...> we've been saying this for ages"! @moonpool-system But that certainly does not invalidate the fact that 1) I was the first one you(&) saw saying this, after seeing all who say the opposite; 2) that it is apparently — I'm singular so haven't been within pmsc& communities, and haven't really been within general altbeing communities too despite very much being one — so rarely said! It's horrible to think about. I'm so incredibly sorry for everyone who is affected by that issue. You(&) all deserve all support and inclusion. All. Of. It.

Sending all the support and positivity in the world.

#leviathan.txt #askbox #anon #orthohuman-normativity #altbemisia #altbeposting #might later add more tags

is. is this internalized fictomisia or smth?

Yes, this is internalized fictomisia. Those are literally your experiences, you should be able to freely name them.

Good luck to you.

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #internalized fictomisia #alterhumisia #altbemisia #fictionfolk #alterhuman #altbeing #exotrauma #abuse mention #swearing cw #animateez

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Sorry for the rant, I feel the need to justify my anger.

This is fictomisia, as well as but not just general alterhumisia/altbemisia.

I'm so sorry, anon. Sending all best wishes to you.

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #fictionfolk #alterhumisia #altbemisia #alterhuman #alterbeing #altbeing #exotrauma #swearing cw

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This is fictomisia!!!

I'm so sorry for the late reply, anon. And so happy that this blog is of value to you and others!

I haven't been keeping up with things, checked and apparently the other blog is indeed gone...

This general topic is actually something I think a lot about, and would like to post more on. Right now I unfortunately do not have a lot of spoons.

I'm sorry you have experienced, or are continuing to experience this. I hope you have/find acceptance.

Thank you for your ask and all the kind words!!

#this is fictomisia #fictomisia #alterhumisia #altbemisia #pluralmisia #fictionfolk #fictive #alterhuman #alterbeing #altbeing #mod post #anon

Altbeings should be able to have complex experiences with our alttypes without that being seen as an sign that we should be made to not be them.

#leviathan.txt #altbeposting #altbeing #altbemisia #alterhuman

someone isn’t a bigot for asserting that someone who did not experience a type of abuse IN THIS WORLD is not a survivor. oh my goddddd you people will say anything.

You people will say anything.

By the way, yes. This is a fictionfolk-centered blog, but my support for exotrauma survivors absolutely includes factfolk on the same level.

I do suspect that may stir an even worse wave of hate.

In any case, my unwavering support to all exotrauma survivors and all alterhumans/alt(er)beings. I do not have enough spoons currently, but I will be speaking more.

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It's incredibly fucking tiring.