I find the sun and its story way more attractive than the moon's.

Sadia Hakim, Alpha Rune By An Alpha Female

Since I can't abuse drugs, I'm considering art.

But that's the thing about words; people will translate and read them in form of their experiences. 

And that's sometimes a problem for a writer like you who wanna communicate via words, and poems and musings. You can explain your chaotic world, but still, people might not get you. They will get only themselves and their experiences from your words.

Thus, people always meet you at the level of their understandings, experiences, and perspectives.

Sadia Hakim

I want to move to a countryside, wanna live in a cottage in the middle of fields, with a river passing by and a forest on the other side of the river. I want to hear the wildlife voices at every dawn and dusk. I want to go out in the pastures with a flock of sheep. And when it's very cloudy out there, I wanna let my soul go wild just like these sheep in the meadows, or dance just like these flowers in the wind...

... For I have always idealized a cottagecore life, because I'm sick of these crowded places where no voice can be heard other than that of a bunch of humanoid dumbbells every mile.

Sadia Hakim

People manipulating you?

Best friends betraying you?

Toxic and dysfunctional families?

Parental narcissism?

Being a people pleaser just to fit in?

Calling your loneliness solitude?

Finding out that people just use you?

Arriving late in the room and seeing your close ones, friends or family backbiting and gossiping about you alongwith your haters?

Not being understood?

Not being able to live in the present?

Overthinking & ruining beautiful things?

Afraid of being in love and betrayed by the person you think of spending your life with?

Not being able to tell your story or feelings?

Doubting even the real ones because you find these patterns familiar?

Words! the most painful thing for a human heart!

Have you felt the pain of not being able to wordify your inner chaos, not being able to find the right words or any words at all?

This is real pain! The real pain for a writer!

Antoine de Saint Exupéry, The Little Prince