I want to trust, but I know this same trust will destroy me in the end, as it always does, no matter how many years I take to believe.
Sadia Hakim
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I want to trust, but I know this same trust will destroy me in the end, as it always does, no matter how many years I take to believe.
Sadia Hakim

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I am no longer willing to be someone's plan B, an option, a confusion. Choose me or leave me. Don't disrespect me by treating me like an option to see where it goes.
Sadia Hakim ©️
Letting people experience the consequences of their words and actions towards me is my way of loving humans.
Sadia Hakim ©️
It's not that I hate people; I simply remember what happened when I trusted them to be humans.
Sadia Hakim ©️
I have forgiven much, but I no longer grant the same access. After certain storms, even sunlight feels like something to be cautious of.
Sadia Hakim ©️

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The walls were not built overnight; they were built one betrayal at a time. And trust follows the same rule.
Sadia Hakim
Some hells do not break you; they teach you who never gets access to your heavens again.
Sadia Hakim ©️
I did not lose interest in people; I lost faith in what people do when they get close. They all become the same. Pathetically ugly.
Sadia Hakim ©️
The version of me that welcomed people died in places I do not revisit. I am no longer patient with this people-y world.
Sadia Hakim
I am not hard to love; I am simply no longer willing to survive what love once cost me. I am just no longer willing to be someone's plan B, someone's option, someone's confusion.
Sadia Hakim ©️

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Sorry if I ever said I was interested in you or that you are allowed to be interested in me. I am not. I am interested in no one after certain things have happened, and no one is allowed to be near me after certain hells are fueled.
Sadia Hakim ©️ / to whom it may concern
Some people only like you when you are suffering; others only when you are thriving. Avoid both.
Those who only like you when you are suffering often thrive on pity, codependency, or a subtle sense of superiority. Your struggles make them feel needed, important, or safe from comparison. As soon as you begin to heal, grow, or succeed, their support evaporates because your progress no longer serves their needs. The truth is people resent you for the courage they lack. They envy you for the education they didn't get. They hate you for doing what they couldn't do.
And those who only enjoy your company when you are thriving are fair-weather companions and opportunists. They are drawn to your success, personality, and momentum. They want to bask in your glow, ride your coattails, and feed off your "positive" energy. They want to share in the rewards, but the second things get difficult or you hit a rough patch, they disappear because they do not want to carry any weight. It suddenly becomes all about protecting their peace by limiting you. The truth is they were never invested in you, only in what you could provide.
Walking away from both is an act of wisdom and self-respect. It creates space for the rare people who value you as a whole person with all the ugliness and the beauty of being a human, not as a source of validation, comfort, status, or advantage. These are the people who celebrate your victories without envy and stand beside you through hardship without judgment because they understand what it means to be a human in this disgustingly ugly, people-y world.
Learning to recognize the difference takes discernment. Having the courage to walk away takes strength. I hope your mind becomes strong enough to study patterns and I pray your heart becomes human enough to let some people go.
Sadia Hakim ©️
Sometimes you have to reject people not because they are narcissists, but because they just don't align with your inner and outer worlds, even if you initially thought you could build something together. And this applies to any and every relationship. Sometimes people are not bad people, but they just aren't right for you.
Sadia Hakim ©️
It depends on your outer world what the words do to your inner world.
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It depends on your inner world what the words do to you.
Sadia Hakim ©️

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My heart can hardly fit inside my body. And this existence can hardly fit inside my heart.
Sadia Hakim ©️
Except for the carpeted road (a typical Pakistani thing), this is where I spent the first few years of my life... I mean, a place just like this. That is why I am such a nature lover. Imagine a stream of fresh water flowing on both sides of the road. Imagine sitting on the cemented edge of that stream under the trees, splashing water and eating mangoes or Indian berries (of course, the stolen ones! 🤣). Imagine the calm, cool breeze. My grandma used to make us leave by telling us stories about tigers and lions (which was a lie that we actually believed as kids) 🫢🤣, but I have seen some other animals. A lot of them.
I do not know what happened by the time I went back as a teenager. Trees were cut down. There were no animal voices. Some animals were killed, and some died. I do not know all the details, but now it is a barren land because the older generation decided to fuel their homes by cutting down the trees, and no one stopped them. Now, I can hardly see a single tree.
I have always wanted to fund a project like this to bring back that nostalgia for generations to come but then I look at people and our economy and the job market. And I just want to leave this planet.
Sadia Hakim