#alladat

I wanna write a thank you note to whoever at Ubisoft decided John Seed would just be pure sex

1am is really nice because its quiet, save for the clock ticking and my phone keyboard clicks

Highkey one of my followers could Get this work

damn because masculine sapphics are so underrated. these bitches be funny as hell. big hearts asf. the gods said "i have an idea" and really went with it! yet they're sooooooo sexualized. yikes. get you a masc lady. love you a masc lady. protect you a masc lady. cherish you a masc lady.

if i still feel this way tomorrow after sleep and a shower i will ask the virgo to come downstairs and get in my bed and hold me. and if he says no i suppose i will deal with my feelings myself but i really want to be comforted in this moment. i guess im just not sure why i want it, but maybe i don’t need justification. i have it, considering how hard last month alone was, let alone this week, but i don’t want to constantly do the dance of trying to make my feelings make sense. i just feel how i feel, and that’s that. feeling it, knowing it will pass and letting that happen in its own time is more important to me than justifying why i feel the way i feel, even to myself. so yeah. i will self regulate tonight and tomorrow, and if i still feel like i need support i will ask. my promise to myself is that i will be honest with myself about how i feel and ask for help if i need it. its okay if he says no and he can’t meet my need but i am not a bad person for asking or even wanting his support. not at all. okay. goodnight moon & lovers <3