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That’s the best part! I haven’t even said anything in days. The last thing I tweeted about her was the shit w/ her dad. I've never even @’d her either lmao

But for me, medication would probably work. Excedrin makes me feel better most times, and if I had something stronger for when it doesn’t work, I’d probably be set. I just have this anxious jittery feeling when I even think about dealing with an insurance company because I have this big negative impression from my family experiences that they don’t actually want to help patients and will trick you into paying for the thing yourself if they can. But we’ve just had some big horror stories in our family.

And I've finally realized that the world is a big place full of good people and I don't have to cling to abusers and people who enable them. And also that I don't have to be one of those people. (It's scary how much I wanted to believe someone could do it "one time" and "not mean it", but that's not how these things work and I think I can finally accept it? It's also scary how much the last two years and my childhood blend together when I have nightmares. I traded one person I was tiptoeing around for another, and now I'm not afraid of either of them anymore and I'm trying to keep my life healthy for the first time. But it's new.)

And we have corset fittings here in second year and I really hope they've got one like that lying around somewhere. I love corsets that actually fit, but if it feels like I'm going to fall out of it, it's just awkward. Especially if that's all I'm wearing. *cough*Spring Awakening*cough*

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