Delay for 'Third Wheeling Hyunlix'
I haven't written in a while because there's a lot going on offline.
Sometimes I am extremely exhausted and have to sleep many hours so I can be normal at work. Sometimes work is so weird I have to work nonstop for 8.5 hours so it makes the exhaustion worse. Sometimes I am just staring at the ceiling, I know my body is resting but I prefer to sit at a desk while writing, I can't use my phone. I need a four hour block to write and it's been hard for come by since I sleep a whole lot more now. I stopped answering calls & text messages, I don't have the mental bandwidth to deal with real life outside of the basics.
The characters in the fic are waiting for me though. More of the fic writes itself in my head as I work, if I have a paper I write down notes that I might use later. Some parts that I was stuck at ironed themselves out.
I have been so tired I couldn't even read other fics, just been bookmarking them. I also felt no emotion at all, but a few minutes ago I felt something when I read the tags on some fics. I even laughed. I think I'm coming back and should be able to write soon. 🤞
*It's been fun watching an onion grow, though I am not much of a farmer, it's nice to have fresh green onions shoot out of a dying one. I keep watering it on a napkin and it's doing great. 😁
