#again…..

"I can thank you, but I can't say I don't still regret it sometimes. These were never people I cared about that I mauled.. — metaphorically, I promise — to get my life back, but I still would prefer it if I never let myself go that far. I don't want to be brutal, disgusting, stained in blood forever; it would have been better if I never met those people, if they just died before they knew me, or if I stayed quiet. But if I just went along with what they wanted, I probably would have killed my sense of self anyway. At the very least, I can say I'm still alive. So you're right. But maybe I can make some sort of amends here, prove I'm worth something."

"...I probably shouldn't be saying this, I'm already rambling and you might hate me after, but I used to work for Urbanshade. I was a prisoner still, sure, but they wanted me on their side as their engineer-in-the-dark all because I'm 'gifted'. I only ever agreed to build things for them because I wanted to prove myself, I didn't want to rot in some cell. But that was childish and selfish too, maybe. Sorry."

- "Smiley" anon

“Look, I get it-”

He sighed quietly, shaking his head.

“I would’ve done the same thing in your situation- the world is harsh, and sometimes you just gotta do whatever it takes to make it to the end of each day alive. I can’t be mad at you for doing what you felt needed to be done in order to live, and-“

Sebastian paused, taking a moment to collect his thoughts before he resumed speaking.

Mrs. GREEN Apple is such a them band. I imagine an older tamaki (26/27-ish) dancing around the kitchen cooking in the early hours of the morning to their music, and kyoya begrudgingly sat at the island sipping his coffee and doing paperwork. and kyoya looks up at tamaki and smiles at him and tamaki does his stupid dorky grin. and it’s just warm and soft and they’re happy.

kyoya absolutely falls first. and he is so conflicted. it’s not according to plan, everything could fall apart. tamaki opened up his chest and dug around inside, and kyoya had no idea what to do with that. tamaki saw him and still wanted to be friends, and hes so scared of ruining everything, but he can’t help but want to be closer. tamaki is the sun and kyoya is icarus, he smiles and laughs so brightly. he’s sweet and kind and kyoya would set the world on fire to make him happy.