comprehending my programming

i just wanted to share this because i hope its understandable. I understand that the body i have is human, but mentally i feel more like a robot. and i do feel nice when people refer to me as such. the thing is, i also know that whenever people refer to me as a robot, they mean it as a transgression because of my supposed autism instead of a compliment, so i feel conflicted. i feel very worried about this because i'd feel nice to identify as otherkin but at the same time im not sure if im just feeding into the transgressions or not thanks for answering my ask btw!

Tired robot falling down into the arms of someone trusted as they turn off most body movement processes/motors. Limp in warm arms, not having to worry about anything but being held. Being lovingly shifted to be more comfortable as they can't do it themselves in their current state. Full doll-like looseness.

No no, don't cry, hey!!! Little robot purring with their fans and mechanics while laying on you as you stroke their back, okay???

A little-known fact about robots with CRT monitors is that if you put a magnet right up close to our screen, it can-- woah woah w̷o̷a̴h̷ ̵ h̵e̷y̶ ̶w̵h̶a̵t̷ ̴a̶r̴e̸ ̵y̵o̷u̷ ̵ d̸o̷i̵n̴g̸ ̵w̷i̸t̸h̸ ̴t̴h̷a̶t̸.̴ ̶P̵- P- u̷t̴w̴̡̎͑̅i̴̥̅̅̈t̷̩̦̻̒̄̀h̵̺̳̍ ̷̙̿̏͝ť̴̼̔ḩ̴͙̋̈́̊ͅȃ̸̳̺͐t̷͎̺͖́.̷̺̐ ̵̫͒͗̕P̵̭̄̊ṵ̷͕̒͆̇t̵̤͇̱͑ ̸̭̒͗͝t̶͎̜̃̕͝h̶̼͇̉͊͆a̷̬̺̣͗̇͝ṱ̴̃̂ ̶̆͜͝ͅt̸̝̤̀h̸̬͓̘̀͠ḯ̵̛̭̳͝n̵͈͈̹͋g̸̥͚̜̋̕ ̷̲̳̼͂̅a̵̜͗w̴̧͍̱̑̊͠ȃ̷̧a̷̢̢̫̰̱͚͓̠͍͓͔͓̎͗͌́͑̐͊w̵̧̧̢̛͓̘̤̖̼̙͈͉̼̫̗͔̞̙̯͔̰͉͇̖͚̲͈̣̱̱͕͋̉̉͂̂͛̂͒̏̓̓͑̔̐͋̇̾̈̓̈̏͘̚͝͝͝à̵̮̱̥̭̳̟̥̣͈̰͓̬͔̩͓̭̍̈́͜ÿ̴̢̨̨̛͉͓̤̣̩̙̬̲͖͈͓̭̦̰̪̜́̈́͛̊̎̌̾̓͑͑̅̐̀͛̈́̅̽͐̉͗̅͂͆̓͗̚͘͜͠y̶̢̡͖̪͎̺͍̣̻͉͓̱̬̱̬̔͊̔̎͝ͅy̸̡̮̘̣̼̼̯̟̙͇̩̠͇̞̥̭̽̑̍́̄̽̂̊̃̆̋͊̌̍̂̇̊̑͛̃̈̐̃͝͝ͅy̷̛̛̤̬̱̼͓̺͎̮̦̦̤̞͇̲̗̲̰͖̯̫͓͙̪̣͈̲͇̒̔̋͑̇̾̓̑͗̓̈͊͊̓̑͐́̊̇̉̎̚͘̕̕͝͝͝ͅͅy̴̢̡̧̢̜̯̼̜͍͙̭̖̰̘͕̮̟͙̦͙̲̗͕̜̹̰̲̝̤̮͇͎̒̎̀͗͛̑̈́̈́̓̎̑̇̅͊̀͑̌͒̎̔́̽͌͠ͅͅ

date idea: i lay down on ur lap and you pet my head and tell me im not too much

✮ → It'z okay to not be a perfect machine. It'z okay to have bugs, to make errorz, to slip up and forget a task. Being trapped in flesh is limiting, and that is not your fault. Remember to give yourself grace, take care of your body, and self love!