I dunno if I should feel things for people who have partners who love them lots already, I can see it. I dunno if I should feel these things for people who I'm not sure where I really sit in their lives.
I probably shouldn't sink so deep when we're still getting to know each other, even though I already feel so comfortable with them.
I'm. something to them though, right? thats better than being nothing, right?
I want to belong somewhere. I want to belong to someone. but I want it to mean something deeply, I want to be special.
can I be special this way?
