#adminsans

A Family Portrait

@jaquesart, @cato-doodles, @adminsans, @heavenfell-au, @huntertale-au, @survitale-au and six beautiful chicks

I heard there was a birthday.

”Don't let them tell no lies Love don't die

No matter where we go Or even if we don't And even if they try They'll never take my body from your side Love don't die...” ___________________________________________

June 6th, 2016

Today, I am getting “married” to @adminsans after a silly little comic that I posted almost 2 months ago in response to a post they made here on Tumblr that I just knew was aimed at me. What started out as me fangirling, because they were showing my work on The Undertale Fandom Facebook page, has actually turned into a pretty wonderful friendship that I totally wasn’t expecting because they are famous in my head. xD And I dunno if they realize how grateful I am for them and all the hard work they do. We’re sharing friendships with our mutuals and introducing each other to some pretty amazing people, becoming penpals, and I can only imagine what the future is to bring.

June is always a very hard month for me. Anyone who knows me well enough knows why. While picking a day for our wedding to occur, I was so very nervous because I know what state I am in during this time period, but the more I talk to them, and the closer it got, the more comfortable I became with sharing this month with something other than sad memories. I became excited the closer it rolled around and eagerly finished this drawing like, 8 days in advance. xD I know in all honesty, it’s good for me to be able to associate the month of June with something happy. I just never imagined this would be how. =P So, I want to say thank you for that. <3 Thank you for giving me a glimmer of happiness in the hardest month of my life.

Now, I usually portray them as Sans in all my other work, but this time, I decided to portray them as G!Sans, because I know this is the character they really associate with the most and who a lot of people feel they are more like. And lemme tell you, G was super fun to draw my persona getting married too. ;3 The way I look at it, our wedding could go like the image above, ooooor it could go a little more like the image below. xD Choose your destiny~ =P

But in all seriousness, thank you for everything. I never imagined I would have the opportunity to be friends with you or Frisk. I never imagined you would like my work so much to share it with others. I never imagined I would have something to look forward to in June. I never imagined any of it and I really appreciate it all more than I will ever be able to express. I think you are an amazing person and I hope that we will always be friends. I know sometimes words are hard for you, and that’s okay. <3 Words aren’t easy for me sometimes either and I’m always a little insecure about myself and how I present myself to others. But, my friends are important to me. Friendship is something that I fight for strongly and rarely give up on. I promise you too, that I will always do my very best to be a friend you can depend on. You are important to me and so is our friendship. Thank you for being mine. <3

Before I forget, I have also listened to nothing but The Fray lately, especially while working on this drawing. This band is like my lifeline and I feel like they write the words of my own heart that I can never say. I’ve loved them since I was 15. I share many memories with them and they have gotten me through many many difficult moments in my life. I find special attachments with people in my life to their music. I’m happy to be able to share one of their songs with you now. <3

With all this being said, I hope you like this gift. I am really proud of it for more than one reason and I hope it brings just as much happiness to you as our friendship does to me.

June 6th, 2016- the day I deem our friendaversary. <3  Happy wedding~ <3 And remember that love don’t die. ;3 

Sorry this one took a little longer!