ADHD Insomniac Logic: Can’t randomly wake up at 3am if you haven’t gone to bed yet

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ADHD Insomniac Logic: Can’t randomly wake up at 3am if you haven’t gone to bed yet

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Reminder that the "normal" or "usual" way of doing things isn't the only option!! Find what works for you and your brain!!
CW: meds, sleep deprivation and appetite issues
Fuck. I thought I was starting to figure out how to get on top of this and work towards sorting my sleep out, but it's 8.30am and I still haven't slept. I feel weird, like emotional but I don't know why and not in a way I've felt like before. Could be the lack of sleep and eating tbh.
I feel like I've gone backwards. Knowing I have ADHD is so incredible. I have an understanding of why I am the way I am, and I've started to unpick some of the habits I've developed that are unhealthy for me. But now I've had to come off the sleep meds because of headaches, I feel like I'm worse than before. I feel like I'm taking my stimulant meds to literally just get up, and exist in a way I was doing okay with before, rather than them helping me. And then the side effects of loss of appetite and dry mouth are getting to me quite a lot now. Are the side effects worth it? But how can I know if they are worth it if I'm not eating or sleeping properly? Because that will be affecting the effectiveness of the meds...🤦♂️
Me: *has to be up at 7am*
Also Me: *making slime for the first time at midnight because I was bored and just happened to have all of the ingredients in my room*
Also Me: *playing with my new slime for an hour in utter fascination at how the shaving cream mixes in and can be mixed in more and more and more and more and more and... wait now it no longer fits in the container I was gonna keep it in...*
Okay one last post! I've always wanted a coffin to sleep in, and I don't mean the normal rectangular caskets but the kinda diamond looking ones! Think about it, if you put in air vents and sleep with the lid on the light can't get to you unless you're ready to face it! Also if you have someone build it for you(or build it yourself), you can make it big enough for two people to sleep in!

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Me tonight and it fucking sucks
brain was adhd rambling all night
Every morning, my sleep tracker is so disappointed in me.