AFTER carefully preparing to respond to whatever attack on me that governor Eddie Calvo and Ray Tenorios' conclave determined they should launch before Calvo left the island again, I have decided that a "suicide run" may not be necessary.
One of my problems has always been overkill. It's a habit - when attacked, hit back so hard that if there is anyone standing afterwards, they won't come back. Ever. No prisoners. No mercy in war.
But that is exactly what I have been asked to do. Show mercy ("take it easy").
But, let me be perfectly clear, to the governor, Tenorio, John Mafnas, Troy Torres and even the inconsequential Natalie....and to you other three who shall, for now remain nameless: mercy is not one of my virtues.
Deep, dark thoughts and desires are just that for a reason. They're dark because everyone fears what it means, about them. From these come dark deeds that must be occulted. Secrets in the dark.
But nothing done in the dark remains in the dark forever.
Sadly, I think you people, plotting to physically cause me harm, to "take me down," are just too stupid to understand that - confident your secrets are safe.
Trust me - I don't lie (often or greatly). Your secrets are not only yours anymore. You have all done too many bad things, to too many people to keep your secrets forever.
Secrets are like stars: hot, volatile concentrations of energy, and they have two ways of dying. With time, small stars simply burn out and cool off; these are white dwarfs.
But massive stars collapse in on themselves, growing so dense they create an immense gravitational vortex from which even light can't escape. They are black holes that will pull everyone into it. I gravitate towards black holes.
"You're only as sick as your secrets" is a saying in Alcoholics Anonymous. And they should know: one of the hallmarks of of any addiction is deception. Addicts deceive others to cover up their addiction and themselves to deny they have one. From there their lives are deceit and they only know dark dealings and lies. They do not create, they destroy. Their plans always focus on destruction and deceptions; fast schemes and secret tricks. This defines their character. Chaos and confusion, turmoil and conflict surround them always.
There are few things in the world that will make people more defensive than secrets. Simply watch how stressed and concerned people get when their secrets may be exposed.
Concealing truths is like swallowing slow-acting poison: one's insides gradually rot. If you want to know how rotten a person - or a family - find their secrets. It really isn't that hard. Secrets go back generations.
Bastards in Hawai'i, money fights to the grave, exiled drug slingers who ratted on their dealers are nothing compared to the decay of family and the type of character they fester.
These kinds of people are never who they appear to be - or as they want you to perceive them. They cluster together and are fond of the same mischief and corruption. They are obscene in thought and character; this can be noted in their deeds.
There are 10,000 reasons why Calvo should remove Communications troll Troy Torres. 10,000 reasons why he wouldn't want a top advisor arrested on fraud charges while he serves in an administration already imperiled by what could turn into a Federal investigation into significant government contracts...that yet again benefit family.
But, Rule 34 does not apply to these 10,000 reasons. Or to the photos of "Vinny." Who cares about him or their fun 34. Rather, I call Rule 34 on fun time and pics from Barrigada to Harmon to Tumon, and points in between.
From the Palace hotel, to the homes of friends, Rule 34'd! That's what should concern the governor; despite that he too has secrets and little moral standing for repugnancy.
Is it kept secret from Adelup, who the other the people IN these other photos are? And the comments made by parties visible from online chats. Weapons of mass destruction.
In response to any attack from the Front Office, I could not dump these images files online with blurred faces - to protect the innocent - the ones who never did me harm. I just can't.
That could be twisted and used to argue against my credibility. No. In order to avoid charges of photo manipulation, the pixel arrangements must remain unaltered and untouched to withstand (legal) scrutiny.
As such, a full dump is a suicide run. It leaves a scorched social and political landscape. Sons, daughters, husband, wives, brothers and sisters of Guam. Friends. All burnt because only a firewall stops a troll.
Look around you carefully. Your spouses and mistresses, your brothers, their wives, your sisters and their kids. Consider the vain secrets of family - generations of secrets. Now, consider that you don't know me or what I know, but you do know I know more than I should...this is not a fight you want. Really.
I have nothing to lose. Can you say the same?
Let's all play nice, shall we...since this "war" comes about as the result of the inexplicably odd defensive mechanism of John Mafnas and Ray Tenorio over suspicions they were behind backstabbing one of the Calvos most valuable and enduring family friendships, I will lay out the evidence that supports such cause for suspicion. All you have to do is refute it...in the end, Eddie has little room to wiggle, thanks to the trio of trolls at Adelup. He can get rid of them though.
Getting rid of the other "three" is not so easy - or even possible.