Jan 17
Emil, I dearly miss you.
I wish we'd lived in a kinder world, in a kinder time. I wish I'd been better for you.
- Ada Mesmer (source: IDV)
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Emil, I dearly miss you.
I wish we'd lived in a kinder world, in a kinder time. I wish I'd been better for you.
- Ada Mesmer (source: IDV)
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Every few months I'll see some kincall or kinfession from an Emil from IDV, but even if they mention looking for me by name... I'm too afraid to reach out. Too many worries, to much self-consciousness.
One day, when I'm more ready, I'd love to contact an Emil. Until then, I'll be sitting behind this confession inbox.
I still love you. I still want to be your friend. I still have my heart full of warmth and affection for you. I want to see the kind of person you are now. I hope you aren't alone. Remember that there's someone that cares about you and wants the best for you.
If any Emil that might read this had a negative relationship with their Ada. I'm sorry. Please disregard the above if it's uncomfortable for you. I wish you the best.
-Ada Mesmer
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For the lgbt canons ask game.
Ada Mesmer, I was a transsexual woman...I am not sure what other kinds of people I was attracted to other than my life-long partner, so maybe just a heterosexual. I was on hormone replacement treatment but never got any kinds of surgeries. Feels like this aspect translated also in this body of mine too, although I wish many other things did.
My partner was a cissexual man in some way, though had some attitudes that made me think there was something beyond it, but I am cowardly and didn't push him about it.
My status as a trans woman has had a lot of impact in both lives and even if it is tough sometimes I am glad to get to be myself. A lot of things that are so special that I get to experience from such a particular lifestyle, and it's so dear to me...
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