#actullyadhd

Also me: gets bored at the same point every time and starts a new application

What should my ADHD ass do? I relate!

Ethony's New Moon In Sagittarius Spread: Reading 12/16/2017 (plus extra cards drawn) 1. "What area of my life could use some expanding?" The Hierophant: The child depicted is examining art tools but does not know how to use them... Everyone has creativity and even a child can finger-faint, but learning skills to improve my technique could help me bring my inspiration to life with finesse and detail. If I would like to attend college art classes, I will need to build a portfolio. 2. "Where do I need to listen more?" The Corsair/Knight of Spirals (Fire): I think someone in my life is trying to help me.... A god particularly...and I've been mistrusting several times... I feel like this representative them... Asking instead of assuming is probably for the best in most situations... :/ Also, I feel I should listen to my desire to expand and explore, rather than constrain.... But to do so with skill, discernment, and coordination, and not let it get to be willy- nilly. 3. "Where do I need to speak more?" The Illusionist/Knight Of Stones (Earth): Re-writing self-doubt. Changing neural pathways and thought patterns takes diligence. (Dogs just barked and I felt Hekate's presence... I remember that she is a goddess of pathways... I hope to work with her as I go through more therapy for these things.) 4. "Where can I bring more fun into my life?" Eight of Stones: In my work life and home-work life. The cauldron also reminds me of magic and witchcraft! I do want to use more magic and fun will help it pack a punch! :) 5. "What lesson have I been learning?" Kali/The Tower: There is a light at the end of the tunnel-- When most of my life so far has been the "Breakdown," then the progress of recent times, and still to come is the Breakthrough. I haven't known how to build anything, because I've not known what to found my efforts on -- or been stable in my own self to determine what was worth it... And now I get the change to find those things out and begin working from a solid place-- in my home life and in my well-being. Summary: The Hermit , Seven of Mirrors. "Going within will help you bring all the pieces together!" The ravens remind me of Thought and Memory... And how entrenched they can be, pre-healing, in the case of mental illnesses... I haven't wanted to work with the Norse god, Odin. I've kept getting signs that I've ignored. But maybe it's worth facing my fears, if it can help... Maybe there's something there worth exploring... (I notice that I've mentioned three different gods during this reading... And the remark to not "expand willy-nilly" is not lost on me... However, I wonder if some of these elements can be brought together harmoniously, along with my current projects and ideas and worship... The impulse to expand outward in so many directions is based in ADHD and mental disorganization, which could very well be helped with therapy or medication, which I will be pursuing with Hekate. One of the other gods at least has been helping me with other mental issues, and has encouraged me to work with Odin before... I am wondering if investigating this possibility may bring in another layer into it all.... )

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