#about n

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Atm it’s kind of like I’ve only been on one date but im constantly told how amazing I am, how I’m the most ‘beautiful’ and also planning for me to come everywhere even way into the future and for friends weddings + 1 etc but again we have literally been on one date and it all feels a little much?

OKAY - thank you so much for your patience, anon.

1. You're definitely not overacting 😊😊

I researched "love bombing" and everything in between and OMG 😰 I feel like I might have love bomb a few times this year/recently and I'm totally stopping now 😞 — last thing I want to be is too much for someone by showing my affection or love to them, especially if it's unwanted. oof.

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As for me being love bombed? Recently, yes 😮‍💨😮‍💨 and it's not that I don't want that, there's nothing more attractive to me than someone showing me they want me EXCEPT THAT situationship was super complicated and I had to.. sigh, cut myself off. :/

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That being said, let's start with the Twitter thing: are you both following each other on Twitter? You might want to mute them? I think it hides both them and you from the feed? I'm not entirely sure though. I just muted someone to check and they disappeared but idk if they'll still be able to see me? Blocking would be the obvious answer but then again, your date will know? Idk if it's stalking because they just probably have your notifications on so they can see your tweets and would like to follow up with your tweet? However, it clearly bothers you so maybe respectfully address it or ignore their messages? It all depends. I really can see how it might be stalking but at the same time, they're probably acknowledging your presence or importance in their life?

I think maybe they're just excited or happy to be dating you? However, it's obvious that you don't quiet feel the same about them? Or maybe it's something you've never experienced before so you're a little thrown off? OR maybe you're also not one of those mushy people?? So maybe it just feels like too much? I really don't know what it could be? I think it could be love bombing but with good intentions? I would definitely address with them, especially since it's been just one date? Maybe try letting them know that although you appreciate their enthusiasm or affection, you feel a little overwhelmed by it? Perhaps, ask them to please temper themselves with that at least for now? Boundaries are good, anon 😊😊😊

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I will add this, there's only one person whom I call "the most beautiful girl out there" but now I'm worried that maybe I spoke of it without asking if it was okay to see them that way so I should refrain myself from doing so? this ask is a little eye opening to me because I got to see the perspective of a woman? 😮‍💨 I feel rude now.

UPDATE: they said it was OKAY - thank goodness because damn, they're the most beautiful out there 🥰😍🥰😍🥰🥴🥰🥰

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Point is, there's nothing more hot or attractive then when the affection or interest in each other is mutual so I think that's something you need to self reflect on and then address with your date. Either way, I'm sure you'll figure it out and things will be okay 😊😊

thank you so much the ask, anon. This was such an interesting topic to answer?? I hope I helped in any small way 😊😊😊

I'm gonna meet N on friday. And even though I know that we are just friends and always be just friends a part if me can't stop wondering about her. I was so sure about everything when we first met. I was sure that she had a thing for me.

Why is she so afraid of losing me? We haven't talked in ages. We don't see each other regularly. Why does she take my birthday card wherever she goes? Why is she searching the crowd for my face? Why does she trust me so much?

And I was never subtle about my feelings. I remember the moment I told her that I forgot to play, cause I was watching her and she distracted me from everything else. She just blushed and smiled. I don't know how often I told her that she is beautiful.

thank u for the tag @armoricaroyalty 💕

are you named after anyone? nope. my mom just liked the name.

when was the last time you cried? uhhh ... i was slicing onions the other day and wept profusely ... i guess i teared up during my preliminary defense a couple weeks ago, twice, so perhaps then ???? last full cry was at like 3am in bed a few days before that for unrelated reasons askdjdsg

do you have kids? no ! according to my Timeline™, check back in seven years.

do you use sarcasm a lot? honestly, yes. way too much. but, i think fair to say exclusively with close friends and family. you have to unlock it :^)

what sports do you play/have you played? i'm not a sports girlie ... i dislike sweating ... i did play tennis for a year in high school, tho. it was fine but i ain't like my teammates.

what's the first thing you notice about other people? faces, but specifically noses. i love noses. i think it's because i used to do #art a lot, and particularly people, so i paid attention to features like that.

eye colour? dark brown. yes, i know, a blessing.

scary movies or happy endings? scary :^)

any special talents? not special, exactly, but i am told that i am notably good at writing, which bodes well for #career and hobby reasons. also organizing. carrying groceries in one trip. stacking dishes. but, you know, talent is as cheaper than table salt...

where were you born? small town middle of nowhere cornfields and soybeans no sidewalks southeastern north carolina.

what are your hobbies? wasting time on simblr dot com, pretending to Write, cooking little things, infrequently pretending that i still draw from time to time, listening to politics podcasts, watching food network.

do you have any pets? yes ! i have a cat. her name is tinsel, and she's the bitchiest sweetheart you'll ever meet. my precious, persnickety, big-headed, long-bodied old lady.

how tall are you? like 5'0.5" - 5'1". if i could be shorter, i would be. me, my sister, my mother, and my grandmother are all basically the same height. i think my great-grandmother was, too.

fave subject in school? history, obviously :^)

dream job? yeah, alright, i'm a bad feminist who fantasizes about being a happy housewife BUT my legitimate dream job is being a tenured professor at a university that has solid ties w/ the local native community and supports community-engaged scholars. i just wanna be paid to teach and write and be of service...