#aathoughts

You told me we completed each other, When it was only you who completed me like no other. You didn't deserve a chaotic, a devastated person like me, I'd condemn myself for the times to come as my demons laugh in glee.

The Little Things The fights we had; And the smiles we shared, When we made up; Those were the little things. Sending you long texts, When you had slept; Waiting for your morning text; Texting in the class, Bunking the classes, To spend time with each other; Those were the little things. Buying gift for your birthday; Spending hours selecting the perfect gift, Wrapping it up beautifully; Those were the little things. There was love, There was care, There was hope, In these little things Of what we shared, Of what existed between us, It was all in the little things. And it is the little things, I miss the most. - AA

Never mine Eyes are closing The demons are calling It's getting darker The future can never be bleaker A thought in my mind Of you, a beautiful find Your smiling face Your amazing laugh No longer mine Or probably never mine. - AA

Do you remember, How we came in each others lives? Both, broken in more ways than one. Do you remember, How we became friends? It was sudden, unexpected; I was alone and you came. Do you remember, How you used to cry, And hide yourself? And how I'd know, Where you'd be everytime? Do you remember, The days we spent in school, Taking math classes? Do you remember, Me explaining maths to you? And you looking in my eyes, Telling me they were beautiful, But I told you they were hollow. Do you remember, How you used to wait for me, At night, to get home? Before you could sleep. Do you remember, All the times I made you laugh, I made you cry, I made you feel something? Do you remember, The moments that were ours, Me buying ice cream for you, You calling me on my birthday, You waking me up when I dozed off? Do you remember, The times you got sad on me? And couldn't get angry, And couldn't fight me. Do you remember, The plans we made; The places we marked on the map; The memories we promised to make; The smiles we aspired to spread? Do you remember, There were these, And so much more. Yet everything is now, A mere memory; But do you remember? - AA

You can see him going about his business, waking up everyday, making his own breakfast and driving to work to a long day. Can you see him? Yes, the guy with that smile on his face. He seems so innocent, doesn't he? He is a closed book, you know. Why would you say that? Because I tried to get to know him, tried to read him to understand him, but he wouldn't budge, you never know what's coming. There are tales about him though, he absolutely adores solitude, feels motivated when he is surrounded by nature. They say he's been toughened up by the world. They say he doesn't flinch on darkness, he's been seen to welcome it, it's like the two share some thing. He hasn't got much friends, they say. How can he live then, without having friends? Probably he loves his company, or perhaps he hasn't found someone who'd be willing to accept him. What's his name, have you any idea? Nope, never asked, didn't have the guts. I think he should be named 'the diamond flower'. He bears the hardships of this life, blossoming with a radiant smile on his face always. - AA