#a realization

The last two weeks have been incredibly stressful for me. I go to work before the sun is even thinking about getting up and I come home exhausted when it’s dark in the evening.

I really have/had my issues with tumblr this year.

Because on one side I love being here but on the other side it makes me hella frustrated. To a point that even though I love writing for Henry and his characters, I wish I had never started doing it.

I put myself under intense stress to “get certain numbers” and I feel extremely guilty when I don’t post something new, cause this is the only reason people follow me. At least most of them.

They don’t care for me, only for the entertainment in writing I provide and I had to make my peace with that.

But... there are these couple of people who actually are there for me and I should focus on them instead of asking myself “why I’m not one of the popular blogs”

So to everyone who I get to call a friend (let’s face it, you will be the only ones reading this posts anyways)