#59bars

Don’t know why I’m speaking, what distance I’m reaching/ I’ll let them reach out, in a way my shoulders no longer can/ Breaching, the sense of security I have, it’s strange being a man/ Seeing so much you don’t believe in, accepted as just/ When I actually question it, all I get is because/ I’m used to forced aloofness, to the point of feeling useless/ Difference now is, I’m not trying to OD, or make myself bleed/ It’s hard just letting things be, but the concern I had, is no longer deep in me/ It’s not even sleep in me, it’s missing, it’s all a bit different/ Some won’t notice, some won’t know it, but my life’s shifted/ More so than the first number, going from 2 to 3, it’s been different/ #aaronglover #11bars #part4 #59bars #beendifferent #freestyle #hiphop #rap #lyricist #lyricism #lyricstogo #writersofinstagram #nycwriter #brooklyntech #brooklynnets #thingsmisterhustleusedtodo https://www.instagram.com/p/CH2FKgLHkkQ/?igshid=kyfmv4o7nvsg

While expected to riot, why bother, I don’t care to right this/ Going through the motions, looking vacant and hopeless/ Soul used to be smoking, now it’s high and distant/ Not accepting visits, viewing into prisms/ Respected I was gifted, hated mental prisons/ Didn’t want to see me fight it, my everyday was a little too sickening/ Pride got a little thicker, got a little harder to figure/ I never obscured the view, even when they obscured the who/ Tired of trying to figure out the hue, going to black from blue/ Exited stage left, trying to figure out who/ Was I doing this for, who I was speaking to/ Because those who should’ve made me feel less rejected, made me feel most dejected/ Felt no urge for projecting, project’s enough of a weapon/ Seen bullets fly from my enemies, didn’t need arrows from friends/ Or living vicariously through the things that I write, but won’t spend time with me, why/ Reasons they wouldn’t tell me, started focusing on the I/ #aaronglover #16bars #part2 #59bars #beendifferent #freestyle #hiphop #rap #lyricist #lyricism #lyricstogo #writersofinstagram #nycwriter #brooklyntech #brooklynnets #thingsmisterhustleusedtodo https://www.instagram.com/p/CH2E3hGnkB5/?igshid=lcsv0d2hwknm