#5'7

(My friends think that im tall, but in my country I'm medium in height, and for that reason I consider myself to be medium despite the fact that most people I know dont think that my height is medium)

Thanks for the poll request, anonymous! Keep 'em coming, folks.

how does a girl feel small and pretty when she is tall and big. I know this is such a non issue but it keeps me up at night and I cry about it all the time. I am 5'7 and I will not be sharing my weight but suffice to say its too much. How am I supposed to be delicate and small when everything about me is too much? too big? too large?

All of my friends are small. Literally all of them. I don't think I have a single friend above 5'3, and they all eat like birds. and then there is me. I don't mean to sound hateful or anything that I might be coming across as im so sorry I genuinely just hate myself and i love my friends so much and i think they are so beautiful and im so jealous.

and then theres my love. She is beautiful oh my goodness. But I'm taller than her. bigger than her. I am not saying and I am never EVER saying that I wish she was different - she is perfect in every way and literally when i think about her my heart melts and i cant believe i got so lucky. The problem is me. if i was just smaller. this has been an issue every since i was a kid. ive always been too much, and i'm so sick of it. i cant even escape it here with the most wonderful amazing beautiful person in the world because I am just too big.

is this some sort of punishment? idk. in my head this was going to be a beautiful sad post where I lamented about the struggles of being inherently large in every way, but then i lost my creative spark and wrote with anger instead of sadness.

Wildcard is a superhero based around the suits on a deck of cards.

They get their powers from a cursed deck of cards, which, because the superhero setting is far in the future/on a different planet, would be considered an ancient/alien relic.

When they draw a card from the deck they gain powers based on the suit of the card (♦️❤️♠️♣️) and their personality changes a little too (I will go over these in 2 separate future posts). The personality changes isn't like, separate people level of change, at least to begin with, but as their character progresses I might have it go that way (I will definitely have to talk with people with DID to be confident writing that kinda stuff cuz I don't wanna make a bad representation of that kind of stuff, there's enough of it going around already)

Their real name is Charlie Dender. They are 21 years old. They're genderfluid (although it's somewhat consistent based on the form they take, with no form being a solid agender) and lesbian. Their personality will change a lot, which, again, will need its own post to explain my plans for them. They are a food lover and usually like to be around other people. They also love all animals and are absolutely the kind of person to call the most vile and deadly creature they've ever seen an adorable little baby.