#39w2d

I had two contractions yesterday. Then nothing. They weren't earth shattering, but enough to make me take notice. My mom and dad came over and brought Easter dinner for us. We didn't do anything and that's exactly what I wanted. We were Skyping with my older sister and her family and I started feeling it. I'm confident I know that's what it was. They were maybe like 30 minutes apart and then completely stopped 😑 Then my mom started getting on my nerves and solidified that I don't want her anywhere near me while I'm delivering. She started "taking control" and was insistent that we had to time them and that I HAVE to tell her when I feel more pain and how she had a dream I would go into labor on Easter so she just knows this is it.... Thing is, I'm a total control freak. My biggest anxiety about labor is not being able to control how it will go. So she was just stressing me out by stripping away what I needed to cope, which is managing the situation. I think my body stopped having contractions to spite her. My dear husband aged about 5 more years this morning. All night every moan and groan he was on edge asking if I was ok. Then this morning when I was getting out of bed and untangling myself from my pillow I jammed my thumb nail into my foot and bent my nail backward. I had the appropriate response which was "OW! Oh Ffffuuuuu" to which I hear Bill running across the house to check on me. I immediately yelled "I'm ok!" Before he got to the room but he looked pretty panicked. Idk how he's going to handle this experience, he's so worried. And now he's started a new project. 39 weeks pregnant and bringing home a baby soon, my husband decides that we need new shelves in the pantry. 😂😂 He's been measuring shit and moving electrical outlets all morning. I'm just letting him do what he needs to do. He doesn't sit idle, ever, so the worrying and anxiety is getting to him. So I'm just letting him do his thin and hey, I get new shelves in our pantry. More storage👍🏼

#39w1d  39週の検診終わり〜。 検診補助券が全て終了しました😂  わたしの体重は前回より-200g(妊娠前＋9.6kg)。 まめりんは約2600gで前回より＋40gほど。  内診をしていただきましたが、先週と同じ1cm程度の開き。  わたしが不安な顔をしていたのか、先生から「大丈夫。必ず産まれますから！」と励ましの言葉をいただきました〜。  #39w2d の今日も微々たる出血があって、内診による出血が続いているということだよなぁ〜。先週は全然出血しなかったので、おしるし？！とトイレ行って焦りました😅  お腹の主様との生活も残りわずかかと思うと、毎日お風呂前にお腹の写真を撮ってしまう…。 ご対面いつかなぁ〜。  pic1枚目 産婦人科の化粧台の前で。今回で最後かもと思うと腹をめくって写真を撮らずにはいられなかった笑。  pic2枚目 またしても旦那さんと先週と同じカレー屋さんに。今回はナンをおかわり。ナン単体で何枚でもいけるー！ほんのり甘くて美味しい✨  pic3枚目 散歩の途中に出会った竹林がある公園。風で葉の揺れるサラサラ音か心地よかった。歩くと色んな景色と音の発見があって楽しいな。   #2018_winter_baby部 #初マタ #妊娠39週 #妊婦さんと繋がりたい #ワーキングプレママ #体重管理に苦しむ妊婦 #カウントダウン #産休中