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Drawing Pins - Nothing But Thieves

It's one of those days. I put my pants on backwards and didn't even notice. My stomach doesn't like coffee. I'm super tired, but still have a ton of work to do. Goodbye weekend, hello work. Need another massage, but I have to wait two weeks at least.

thinking about dyeing my hair blue/green tones again..but i also wanna try getting a “normal” hair color, as my mom likes to call it. i really wanna try some balayage or ombre looking things.. never stayed blonde

i need to start thinking about how im going to tell babe that i need to focus on school more than anything else. because if this isn’t jus an affair or a fling then i need to start thinking about how to adjust my life with his, and with that comes me and schools relationship. which is hard enough as it is to deal with. but i dont think he understands how hard it is for me to do. i am stressed right now and he keeps thinking it is because of him but it is because how much i have to do to continue going to school. loans, appointments, payments, scheduling, along with summer school. which is only going to get extremely more difficult. 2 math classes which should be fun as long as im not stressed over everything else. so in order for that i need to get all that stuff done withing this month. because i have a whole other month of summer school.