#20w2d

My first term in school ended and I finished with an A! I’m hoping to keep that momentum going for the next term. Then a little break for baby. Time to figure out a name for this little one too. Hmmmm

Our anatomy scan is in 14 hours! Can’t wait to surprise hubby and find out the sex! I’m honestly hoping for another girl because we have the perfect name picked out for a girl and nothing chosen yet for a boy. Most importantly, I want to make sure everything is okay with baby and me, though! Can’t wait to see our little baby on the screen <3

B”H KA”H the MFM said that everything on the scan looks “terrific” and baby is “not big and not small” despite the GD. She barely looked at my blood sugar  logs other than to see that all my numbers were all in range and said that everything looks great with that (I assume she would’ve looked more closely at my foods if my numbers were off).

4 June 2017, 20 weeks 2 days

My next prenatal appointment is Tuesday, so I’m definitely planning to talk to my doctor about this, but I’m wondering if any other mommas have experienced this? I had a few people warn me about SPD and I’m really just trying to convince myself that I’m not going crazy. It totally doesn’t seem normal to me to have this kind of pain just from walking. 😭

I just hate how my MIL thinks it's okay for her to say things like "the baby will be sleeping in my room with me" or "I have to take him for a good 6 months so I can teach you guys how to do things and then I'll return him to you." It just makes me so angry because 1. He's MY son, you are JUST the grandma!! Like OK I get it we live under your roof but that doesn't give you any right! And yes I know we should be living on our own now but before I got pregnant or even found out I was pregnant we were already going to move out. We had gone to tour the apartment and we even filed out the application. All we needed was the down payment and we were all set to move in. But then the unthinkable happened and my husband got fired so I was stuck working and paying for the bills on my own which let me just tell you I do not get paid enough to pay the bills on my own. So everything we saved went straight to the bills. And then another unthinkable happened. I was also pregnant. Making me loose hours at work. So yeah you know life happened. But I can now happily say we're are all caught up on bills and we have started to save again. And my husband has 2 jobs now. Which helps us out tremendously. So we are finally back to saving up again to move out. But anyways the point here is, how the hell do I get my MIL to shut up!!!! I get that I'm young but I'm not stupid. And it also doesn't mean that I'm completely incapable of taking care of my son. Also we been telling her that none of that is going to happen and she just ends up throwing a fit and gets angry that we say no to her!! 😧😡😬

$3 goodwill maxi 🙌