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we went on an expedition to washington/canada in the mountains as a school trip. it was a huge field w mountains in the back. basically we went thru a lot of shit, people died, i fell in love, i dont remember the specific people anymore :( but people died on this journey cuz it was dangerous in the mountains and shit. so i wandered off alone cuz i was really sad. i wandered far enough to the point where something was fishy. i was all alone. the fishy thing was that at one point, there was a kind of invisible 'line' in the grass where it kind of seemed like everything from then on was a reflection? like i reached the end of the earth and it was reflecting. anyways it was trippy cuz the whole world was reflected like a mirror but without me on the other side of the mirror does that make sense idk. i stepped my foot in the other side and some weird pulse went through my body i was like shit i should go back, but i dont wanna go back to a world where the people i love most are dead. i couldnt walk back the way i came cuz when i turned around everything was different than how it was before, so i just turned around and went straight. eventually i came upon a huge fence, and it said "dont enter chemical waste" but i entered anyways and end up stumbling upon a car thing with a bunch of weird dials and i turn it, and time goes back 30 minutes. so i'm like cool, i'll just go back an hour or two to save the people that died. i turn it again with the same amount thinking that the 30 minutes would just happen again so itd be one hour but this time, time goes back and i end up on december 24, 2014. at this point im devastated cuz so much had happened since then. the only person that knew everything was my sister cuz she was with me for my whole life. so i kinda faint in the field and wake up in the main building of the cia, and theyre trying to punish me for messing with time travel but they let me off with just warnings like not to mess with anything and to play everything out like how it was before. i go back home and talk to kristen like really emotionally deep shit and shes like "im pregnant" and im like "wow i cant believe everything is really happening again" (supposedly in my dream she already had a kid LMAO) and then i remember what the timeline is. i'm still a thing w carlos and havent met my new guy yet and my friend group doesnt remember all the shit we went through and i really just wanna cry but i realize that this was my only chance of reliving the good times again. the end now that i woke up i realize that if my dream were real itd be hella sad cuz itd just repeat over and over. people would still die and id have to relive that too so id have to relive both the good and the bad