#dream log

anyways i had a nightmare that i had to leave my cats in the basement level at my dad's house (which does not exist, was labyrinthian, and my room had been repainted and given away to my youngest sister, which hurt my feelings tremendously) and i could only stand to visit them for feeding times and my mother's brother said he'd help trim their claws and he ripped one of jiji's fingernails clear out of her body. and it tore into the soft skin of her foot and arm and she was bleeding and i had to figure out how to get them out of there while a big party was being held. everyone kept getting my attention to talk about weed when i was worried about jiji. and then i woke up

I dreamt that Gunnerkrigg Court released a 5 or so page update at once where it's revealed everything that happened was imagined by Tony (the main character's dad who was missing for a while) who is actually a young closeted trana girl and she thought that's what happen if she continued on the closeted path but also Annie (the actual main character) was kind of her self insert in the whole imagined scenario. somehow I thought this was genius and a very bold storytelling move.

Had a dream last night where I was laying in the psychiatric hospital and the doctors, nurses and whatnot determined, finally, that I was a lost cause. There was no way of helping me and so the best course of action was to euthanize me as not to waste any more of their resources. They gave me a two days notice and I just spent those days like a zombie, in this unreality-feeling, knowing that all of which I'd known, all that I can see, smell, hear, touch would soon all come to nothing. Didn't panic, scream, cry. I just felt incredibly numb, detached, yet unbearably tethered to this fate

i fell asleep hearing my brother on call and then had a dream that he was pissing me off lmaoo

I hate waking up!!!! I was having beautiful dreams about island rainforest ecosystems and the origins of agriculture!!! Put me back in!!!!!!!!