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For me, Saturn’s movement through Pisces has been particularly significant because it forms an opposition to my natal Saturn in Virgo—an aspect that brings intense self-assessment and urges us to confront areas of life that need restructuring. This opposition is known to challenge our sense of responsibility and force us to recognize where we’ve overextended ourselves or neglected our needs. As Saturn’s transit in Pisces began, I was already facing significant life transitions, and this period has been a journey marked by loss, health crises, and ultimately, healing.

In March 2023, just as Saturn moved into Pisces, I lost my job due to health issues. My contract officially ended in August 2023, leaving me unemployed for over a year. What began as physical health challenges gradually uncovered deeper mental health struggles related to unresolved trauma and grief. As Saturn moved through my 6th house, it was as though I was being forced to confront the limitations of my body and mind—pushing me to face uncomfortable truths about my capacity to keep going without taking proper care of myself.

The 6th house also governs the ways we serve and care for others, and during this time, I found myself in a challenging position, both personally and professionally. Saturn’s lessons were clear: I had to slow down, reassess my boundaries, and rebuild my life on a foundation that prioritized my well-being.

During the same period, in late summer of 2023, my cat Tijgertje began showing signs of illness. The months that followed were filled with appointments, treatments, and sleepless nights as his condition worsened. Tijgertje wasn’t just a pet; for 15 years, he was my dear companion. Caring for him became all-consuming, and I found myself willing to do anything to ease his suffering. As each treatment failed to bring lasting relief, I was forced to confront the reality that I might have to let him go. Saturn in the 6th house often stirs themes of compassion and selfless care but also demands emotional boundaries. In my case, I had to find the balance between doing everything I could for Tijgertje and recognizing when it was time to release him from his suffering. Letting him go in February 2024 was one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever made, yet it taught me that sometimes, the most loving thing we can do is to let go.

The day after I said goodbye to Tijgertje, I was rushed to the emergency room with severe abdominal pain. The diagnosis: stomach ulcers, likely brought on by the intense grief and stress I had been carrying. It felt as though my body could no longer hold up under the weight of everything I had been enduring. Saturn’s opposition to my natal Saturn was bringing to the surface unresolved issues around health and self-care, and it forced me to recognize just how much I had neglected my own well-being in favor of caring for others.

In the months that followed, Saturn’s lessons continued to unfold. My physical health, which had initially started to decline in early 2023 and led to losing my job, began worsening again. This setback forced me to take additional tests, ultimately revealing new insights into the underlying causes. Saturn guided me to reassess my routines, my emotional habits, and my approach to self-care. I learned to slow down, listen to my body, and prioritize my health. Saturn’s energy in the 6th house is about the small, consistent acts of care that build resilience. This transit has been about rebuilding from the ground up, not only in terms of physical health but also in terms of how I show up for myself emotionally.

It's 11-11-24 today!!!

First, thank you to all veterans who have put their lives into protecting us. We love you all so dearly and thank you for your service. Without you, I am unsure of how our lives would be today.

Secondly, as today is quite literally an angel number, I will put a lot of effort into shifting today.

I woke up unable to breathe and couldn't stop coughing, so any of my plans for the day were put on hold as I rested to get back to my original self.

So now I sit here typing this while cuddled into soft blankets and plushies with some subliminals playing in the background.

I will be finishing my MPHFPC script while watching the movie and rereading some of the books, I am making a big change to my script which I am excited about so hopefully I can keep my motivation up!

I hope all of you have a lovely day and happy shifting to you all <3

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