For about... 2 years or so now, I've been kind of taking a break from my practice. I haven't really done any astral travel, and my spirit work and other things have been limited to basically readings, which I also cut back on. And the reason is because I've been scared.

Around that time, big changes were happening with my Path - I had gotten some major upgrades energetically, in the astral I was becoming the arbiter of a temple, and I started seeing reality and the Universe on a much larger scale as well.

Overall, my Path and Practice started broadening in a big way, in terms of scope and responsibility - and it scared me. I felt overwhelmed, and I felt like I wasn't ready.

So I ran. I've been running from my Path and from myself for a long time, tbh. I ran from myself and what I thought was important to me, and let myself be influenced by the world around me and others because I couldn't stand to be with myself.

Recently, I decided to take my life back into my hands in a big way. I've been meditating twice a day, doing qigong almost daily, have been doing Reiki regularly, and have been journaling a ton as well.

Also, the Universe has been pushing me in a certain direction as well. Recently, a friend's mother died, and immediately the mother's spirit came to me and I channeled a message to be given from her before she officially passed over. I've also started to help spirits pass over in general, something I haven't done in a while, and embraced my role more in that. And today, one of my professors casually mentioned that she talks to spirits of the deceased, and I connected with her about that and talked about it.

And I finally realized - the time for running is over. I've been scared of my Path for all this time, and I do think that at the time I wasn't ready, but I am now. This is what I need to do, and I want to do it.

I'm not going to run anymore. I'm going to start astral traveling again - I have much work to do and much to see. I'm going to start working with spirits more, and further delving into my role of helping spirits pass over. I'm going to continue my development as a healer, and help those that come to me for healing.

And I'm going to be a beacon. I'm not going to hide my gifts and my Path from anyone. I'm not afraid of it anymore, and I'm not afraid of what other people think of it anymore, either.

As part of that, I'm actually going to focus this blog to be a little bit more of a resource, and to be educational. I'm going to start making informational posts about energy and qi - I have a lot to share from school and everything else I've been learning. I'll also start posting energy work practices and activities again, too.

I've been running, for a long time now. But I'm done with that, and I am back. And I am ready.

Hope that everyone has a great night!

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Also:

I’m reorganizing some of my fav chara tags on my rb blog to make all the name orders the same regardless of nationality which I don’t like to not put them in the right order but I wanna keep it consistent across medias 😭