Relationships are such complicated yet fragile bonds. It’s so easy to make or break them. What still surprised me is the quickness at which either can be achieved. It’s unbelievable how we can forge unbreakable bonds and open up ourselves to people with no blood relation to us, yet find ourselves sstruggling to keep bongs between blood siblings/relatives. I doubt it is just another ‘indian’ thing. For my age, I’ve been through enough family problems to make me realise the significance of such bonds. ThI’d, I think, is one of the reasons why I just can’t picture myself to be in a relationship. The effort that,in my opinion, is needed to keep the relationship going is just too much and also a bit too unreal, fake. I believe life itself is too precious to cling onto relationships just for the sake of connections when the time can be better used to explore things and discover oneself. I find myself desperate to go out into the world and fihire out who I really am, without such fragile and irreconcilable bonds holding me back. Not that I detest or want to distance myself from these bonds, but I believe that right now, I’m too overwhelmed that I find myself drowning while trying to save these bonds…
