#11feb2014

I never understood what it meant by ‘ a heavy heart’ but I think I do now.  More than the last time, when I had to leave my ailing grandfather. Now, after his loss and the avalanche of problems that followed soon after, leaving my grandmother here is something I find so damn difficult to do. It’s the weight of unspoken words weighing me down. I don’t know what to do… I’m unsure of what to say. Words get stuck in my throat… I’m now leaving my parent’s hometown with a troubled mind, though I’m unsure of what exactly is bothering me…..