She just told me a bit more about her crush. She says she's really happy but it's just a little fustrating for her because the guy she's interested is the boy version of her so they act pretty much alike so you could imagine both of them are just acting awkward around it but she's happy and it's nice.

I told her that I guess I was happy and she thanked me but I told her, "Don't mention it."

I won’t let it affect me. I won’t let it affect me. I won’t let it affect me.

I. won’t. let. it. affect. me.

I.

Won’t.

Let.

It.

Affect.

Me.

Damn, my favorite tumblr person just broke up with his girlfriend D':

I couldn't bear with it any longer. I had to text you just to hear from you. It's like how a addict needs his drug. The feeling is too similar. I really miss hearing from you and hearing about your days. I'm still trying to work around the fact that you're still talking to your crush. I know you're happy and you deserve to me. Secretly, I really don't know how to feel and I cover it up by ignoring it or I could just simply tell you that I'm happy for you but I'd be lying if I did say those things. Lying to you is one of the things I would never do to you so I'm pretty much shit out of luck.

It just sucks for me to be that guy who likes a girl but the girl has a different interest in someone else.

Repeating sequence of numbers: 1212

Also:

...on Saturday(:

So I'm starting this post at 2:15am. I'm suppose to be sleeping but sometimes I just don't want to go to sleep even though I'll complain about my tiredness the next day. I have a weird life. I stay up until my sleepiness is unbearable and I'm forced to lay my head on my pillow to end the day. I'm not able to be alone with my thoughts... The fantasies, regrets, alternate scenarios that seem to formulate as I wait for sleep to sneak up upon me. I won't tolerate these things.

I'm sorry if this sounds negative but for some reason I find it so much easier to write from a negative point of view. In reality though I would love to just lay in bed before I fall asleep and be alone with my thoughts. Thoughts of what could have been in a world I cannot live. A place where I have an endless amount of courage and wise, in every sense, discernment. A place where everything is filled with rainbows and butterflies and awkward unicorns (;D)

Ahahah! I hope that last part sounds a bit more positive(:

Loveyouguys!♥