#0256

the whole i’m too in love with you is played out when i text you and haven’t you read it before? distance makes the heart grow fonder, but distance makes the heart wander too. inside of the open ended love stories, i find that you’re in my head, but you don’t want to leave. do you enjoy everything that i’m feeling? do you feel my feelings sometimes? i do for you. i know what you’re thinking sometimes. sometimes when we text each other at the same time after we haven’t talked the whole day— that shit fucks me up. are you outside of my window? or are we connected like constellations that never existed? i avoid all sorts of pain, but loving you is pain that i have gladly taken into myself. the poison that’s on your lips can make a viper drunk, you’re torturing me by being too much sometimes— or am i high again? maybe it’s me, but i just wanted to say that i love you even if sometimes i make it seem like i don’t.