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PAIRING | squid game!ex-boyfriend!myung-gi x player!reader
You couldn't stand him. Not after what heād done. But, inside the games, he was the only thing you had to hold on to.
GENRE | enemies to lovers, romance
WORD LENGTH | 5.9k words
AUTHORāS NOTES | iām taking squid game requests, so if you have any requests/suggestions, send an ask/comment! iāll also tag whoever would like to be tagged in them! also, request for this fic was made by @vinaluvsu ! enjoy!
If looks could kill, 100 billion won would have been added to the bank hanging from the room you were currently standing in. Your gaze was set on the back of Player 333ās head as you watched him at the voting stand, his hand hovering over the two buttons. Red and blue. Myung-gi had always been stupid, the current red patch on his clothing proved so. You wondered how stupid he would be now.Ā
You hear the click of the button from your spot next to the bunk beds, quickly raising your gaze to the screen on the wall. The number of Xās rises by one as you look back and watch Myung-gi reach for his new badge.Ā
Maybe he isnāt as stupid as he seemed.Ā
You, however, still couldnāt believe it. Not only could you believe the situation you were in, but you also couldnāt believe that here, in this room, is where you would find Myung-gi again. The same Myung-gi that had left you 6 months ago without warning. You thought he may have had something to do with his investment failures as a cryptocurrency trader a couple months before. He owed a lot of people a lot of money, and you were not oblivious to the fact.Ā
However, after supporting for the weeks following the investments failures, he left your shared apartment one day, only to never come back. You had called, texted, and reached out more times than you could count the days, weeks, and months following his disappearance. You never found out what had led to him to disappear for one day to another. Not until you found yourself stuck in the room you were currently standing in.Ā
On the first day you had arrived, along with everyone else, you also had a lot of questions of why you were in the room you were in. You remember how the room broke out into loud voices. You were too confused to make sense of any of it. That was until you watched the screen fill with videos of those who were also in the room. You watched Myung-giās face pop out on the video, and how his scam and money loss was the reason he had been invited to join the game. From that moment, all you could feel was rage. He hadnāt been killed due to his scam like you may have believed at one point.Ā
He had just decided to leave you.Ā
Youād be lying if you didnāt admit that it felt good to witness Myung-giās face filled with fear while watching Thanos and Nam-gyu confront him after the first game. You remember how after being thrown around for a bit before Player 001 interfered, he had gotten up and dusted himself off, still shaken from the ordeal. Thatās when he first noticed you in the room. But, your gaze didnāt shake from the expression it had been holding. A gaze full of hate. You were glad he had been pushed around a bit. Itās the least he deserved. You think your gaze spoke enough words that day too, as he didnāt try to approach you either.Ā
Youāre brought back to reality when you hear Player 001 called to cast his vote. His body leans forward as he presses into his choice. Red. You quickly raise your gaze again to the screen.Ā
Fuck. You think to yourself. Still not enough to get out of this damn place.Ā
You donāt move from your spot, watching as your teammates come back to the bunks once the voting ends. You owed your life to them after they had helped you in the last game, the 6-legged pentathlon, but, right now, all you left was like it hadnāt mattered anyways. It seemed like you would never get out.Ā
You sit with your team for the rest of the evening, telling stories about your lives. Gi-hun, that was the name of the man who had played the games before. The rest of the group went on with saying their names, and you felt internally grateful that you had found a group that was as connected as the one you were in now.Ā
Before the lights could be turned off for the night, you excuse yourself to the restrooms, passing Myung-gi on the way. It seemed like he wanted to stop you on your way out of the room, but he pushed his body back onto his bed after a second of trying. You simply kept walking, you didnāt feel like wasting your breath with him anyways.Ā
Your trip to the bathroom consisted of you splashing your face with the cold water running out the faucet. You look at your reflection in the mirror, wondering if Myung-gi could notice how much stress he had caused after his disappearance on your person. For lack of better words, you looked tired. You try not to get too lost in your thoughts, thoughts you had already cycled through a million times. Myung-gi left, and even though he was now here, in the same place as you, he was gone. He had been gone a long time ago.Ā
Making your way back to the beds, you try not to get too lost in thought, completely becoming unaware of your surroundings. So, you donāt notice the figure approaching you until you feel a grip on your upper arm. The place you were in wasnāt a place for slow reactions, so as quick as you felt the touch to your arm, you just as quickly moved your body to face the person grabbing you, slamming your forearm right onto Myung-giās neck.Ā
Myung-gi, on the other hand, wasnāt sure what he expected. Seeing you here was the last thing he expected to happen after he woke up in a green jumpsuit along with another 435 people. But now, youāre here and only inches away from him with your arm pressed harshly into his neck. Myung-giās stare matches yours at that moment. He noticed how your stare remained cold from the moment you had reacted to his touch, but he also noticed the crease that had popped up on your forehead when you realized it was him, the crease he knew showed up when you were annoyed.Ā
And, heās not happy about it. He shoves you off of him, and you take a step back realizing who the person who had touched you had been.Ā
āWhat are you doing here?ā he asks, earning an immediate scoff from you.Ā
Straightening your sleeve, you answer sternly, āI could ask you the same thing.ā
āIād thought maybe you'd be happy to see me,ā Myung-gi states clearly. You find it unbelievable.Ā Ā
āWell,ā you start, letting out a breath, āI donāt know where youād even get that idea from.ā
Myung-gi doesnāt seem to know what to do next. He crosses his arms, thinking about why you would be here. He figures you know why heās here, youād see it on the screen on the wall yourself.Ā
āSo, what? Youāre in here for money?ā
āOf course I am Myung-gi, youād know that if you werenāt such a prick.ā
Myung-gi blinks hard at your name-calling, taken back. āWell, Iām sorry I was such a shitty boyfriend.āĀ
āMe too.ā
You donāt say anything else, pushing past him to make your way back to your group. He wasnāt someone who you needed in your life anymore. Still, the interaction hurt. Youād made up millions of scenarios in your mind about seeing him again. You thought heād run up to you, pull you in, apologize, and explain why he had left you in the dark. But, thatās not what happened. You donāt care for it anyways.Ā
You try not to think too much about your interaction with Myung-gi as you fall asleep. The next day comes quick, even though there wasnāt much to do to begin with. However, when you know your life's on the line every second you are in this place, the possibility of death comes by as fast as you'd expect. Having nowhere else to go, you lounge around the main room all day with your same teammates, waiting for the next game. When you hear that female voice come from the speakers, you feel goosebumps form on your skin. You didnāt want to have to fight for your life, but you had no other choice at this point.
Mingle. It reminded you of carousel rides you used to take when you were younger. Except, you had never felt so much anxiety on a carousel ride as childrenās music played. You had been running around the entire game, pulled by whichever person on your now formed alliance team managed to pull you first. Youāve already made it this far, but as the rounds passed, the amount of blood on the floor also increased. You had slipped on it on the way out of one of the rooms, your clothes now somewhat covered in blood. Dae-ho had been the one to pick you up, giving you a reassuring smile that you would be okay. Although you were grateful for his attempt to comfort you, you were too frazzled by everything happening to give anything other than a small smile of acknowledgement in return. He had seen the way you smile had twitched, but he didnāt push you further. He understood.Ā
You sat in one of the rooms with Young-il, Gi-hun, and Jung-bae. The four of you wait for the main room to be cleared of dead bodies, sitting in silence before Young-il begins to speak.Ā
āWho was that boy you were talking to yesterday?ā
You know the question is for you. Truth be told, after every round that had passed, you scanned the room to find Myung-gi. You hated him, thatās what you told yourself. But, that didnāt mean you wanted to see him dead.Ā
āHeās someone I know from the outside.ā
Young-il hums in acknowledgment. He knows you're bluffing. The other two men in the room know that as well.Ā
Jung-bae turns his head towards you, āHeās been looking for every round, you know? Thatās what you've been doing too.ā
You donāt move. āLook at you,ā you tease, whistling afterwards before continuing, āsir.ā You raise your hand up to your forehead, mocking a salute. The men in the room laugh quietly at your behavior.Ā
And although you were trying to make a light-hearted moment out of the situation, you wondered if what Young-bae said was true.Ā
Has Myung-gi really been looking for you?
The spinning, the music, all these people around you. It was all too much. Your eyes keep and keep darting in every direction in every round so far. Youāre tired. Youāre worried. Youāre scared. You donāt feel the platform when it stops spinning. You donāt realize when the music cuts out to announce the roundās number, and you donāt react when everyone around you starts darting in all directions.Ā
30ā¦
You almost lose your footing when you feel a tug at your upper arm. Looking to your right, you see Gi-hun pulling you towards him. 2. You snap yourself back to reality as he pulls you harshly, trying to match up with the pace he is running. But just as quickly as you had tried to pull yourself together, you find yourself running into another player and falling straight to the floor.Ā
25ā¦
It all happened too quickly, and youāre not sure who you had run into, and where Gi-hun had gone. Thereās blood on your hands from following on the floor, and Gi-hun isnāt holding on to you anymore. You pick yourself up and, in a haste, look around for him.Ā Ā
20ā¦
You canāt hear much over the desperate cries of those around you, begging for a partner to complete the required number. You dart your eyes in every direction.Ā You finally see Gi-hun whoās yelling for you, but itās too late. You watch as he is forcefully pulled into one of the rooms by another player.
15ā¦
Your heart sinks to your stomach. Looking around again, you tell yourself that itās best you found a room now before it's too late. You run towards a room you see hasnāt been occupied yet, and you hope youāll eventually manage to find someone to pull into the room with you.Ā
10ā¦
Running in that direction, you see another player, a girl on the floor. You watch how she can barely pick herself up from how much she had been trampled on. Watching as others step on her and run over her body, you run towards her, picking her up from the floor. You canāt just let her die.Ā
9ā¦
At this point, youāre dragging her body in the direction of the room. Youāre begging her to walk, to try and stand on her own, but sheās too weak to keep going.
8ā¦
Maybe this is how youāll die, playing hero.
7ā¦
What if no one ever finds your body?
6ā¦
Thereās still so much you haven't done with your life.Ā
5ā¦
Is this how it ends?
4ā¦
Will you ever get to tell Myung-gi the truth?
Your thoughts and your desperate attempt to drag the girl hanging from your body are interrupted when you feel someone pull your body. You lose your balance, and taken back from the surprising attack, you also lose your grip on the young girl, dropping her onto the floor. You try to reach for her again, but the yanking on your arm is too forceful as whoever grabbed you pulls you away.
āNo!ā You yell, reaching for the girlās hand as she has it extend towards you.Ā
A second more passes before youāre thrown inside one of the rooms, hearing the door click, and the decision you didnāt make being solidified. You donāt even look at whoever it had been who had pulled you against your will. Instead, you rush to look out the cut out rectangle on the roomās door, looking in the direction the girl that was once attached to you had fallen. You see her on the floor where you had left her. It was too late for her.
You watch as her eyes shift to make eye contact with you.Ā
āUnnie,ā she sees, her hand reaching out for you one last time, āplease.ā
You think about how you could save her, unrealistic ideas forming in your head. But as quick as your thoughts came, a gunshot rings in your ears, and you watch the girlās hand fall back onto the floor.Ā
You struggle to take your eyes off of her. Sheās gone, and you couldnāt save her. You feel the guilt take over your body. Maybe if you would have been faster or stronger, maybe even smarter, you would have found a way to avoid her death.Ā
You hear your name being called from behind you. Itās the only thing that brings you back to reality. For a second, you think maybe it was Young-il or Dae-ho who had ended up grabbing you. But, you knew that voice anywhere. Turning around, slowly, you look to see Myung-gi standing behind you.
He has a look on his face that you canāt seem to make out. His eyes seem to soften when he looks at you. Maybe he senses the guilt youāre feeling, but you donāt want to believe that. He had pulled you in to save his own life at the cost of someone elseās, thatās what you wanted to believe. You didnāt want to make him a hero.Ā
You take a step forward and shove him away from you. He tries to grab your hands, but you keep pushing at his chest, trying to get him as far away from you as you can. āYou didnāt have to help me! I had that handled!āĀ
āHandled?ā He exclaims. āYou call that handled? You were going to die!ā
You face twists in disgust. Heās not a good person, and you're not about to make him one either.Ā
āNo,ā you scream, shaking your head, pointing towards the door, āI could've saved her. This is your fault.ā
Myung-gi matches the volume of your voice, grabbing your shoulders, āYou would've died, along with everyone else thatās out there!ā
āThat wasnāt your decision to make!ā
Myung-giās eyes wide, like an attempt for you to try and understand where he was coming from. āCome on, Y/N! I just saved your life!ā
You shake your head, your eyebrows curving into one another. āNo, you didnāt save me. You killed her.ā
You donāt know what to say to him anymore, and you donāt have energy to either. Maybe you could say something about how he broke your heart the day he left and never came back. How he made you feel when he left and never told you why, and how it made you feel like you were so unworthy of an explanation. You stand there, hoping maybe heāll say something instead. But, all Myung-gi does is stand there, looking at you with challenging eyes.Ā
If he was waiting for a thank you, he was going to have to wait a lifetime. You take a few steps back until you feel your back hit one of the walls surrounding you. Letting your body fall to the floor, you donāt know what to do anymore except wait for the bodies outside the door to be taken away so that you could finally leave this stupid game.Ā
Myung-gi does the same, letting his body fall to the floor, taking a seat as far away from you as he could. The two of you were only a few feet away from one another, but even in the months he had been gone, this is the farther he had ever felt from you.Ā
Rushing back to the main room, you hear Myung-gi trying to catch up to you. Heās calling out your name, but you donāt want to talk. A part of you is grateful, he saved your life. You knew, deep down, that you would have never made it into the room if you had kept dragging that poor girl into the room with you. But, how could you be thankful to Myung-gi for saving you? After he had left you, and disappeared, how could he come back into your life and play hero?Ā
Your anger had only grown in the time you and Myung-gi had been sitting in the small mingle room waiting for those who had survived to be released from the game. Youāre thinking about everything you shouldāve said to Myung-gi while you still had the chance, but your thoughts are interrupted when you feel him grab your arm once more.
You yank your hand, and hard, knowing no one would be the one grabbing your arm besides him. Myung-gi sees the wrinkle in your forehead form once more, the same wrinkle that had formed a million times while the two of you had been together, and the same wrinkle that had sent him over the edge during your first interaction a day earlier. Except, this time, he doesnāt get angry. You see the way his expression grows gentle, but youāre too fired up to care. Your emotions have been bubbling up for months at this point, and you donāt care to even give him a second to catch his breath after both of you almost lost your lives. Nowās your chance to say everything you never got to say.
āYou,ā you say, pointing your finger straight into his chest, āthink you can just disappear? Just like that, in the way you did, and now that you find me here, you get to be my hero?ā
Myung-gi reaches for your hand, the one thatās still close to his chest, but you slap it away. āDonāt touch me!ā
āY/N, I know youāre angry, but itās so much more complicat-ā
āOh, Iām sure it was,ā you interrupt, not caring enough to let him finish. āSo complicated you didnāt care to tell me or explain anything.ā
āI didnāt have a choice! Just let me explain, okay? Maybe if you just heard me out you wouldnāt be so emotional about all this!ā Myung-gi cringes at his words.Ā
God. He thinks. I shouldnāt have said that.
āEmotional?ā You question. āThatās fucking rich,ā you snarl. āComing from you.āĀ
By this point, a crowd had gathered, but neither of you seemed to notice.Ā
You take a step forward, giving Myung-gi a look he couldnāt register. Your gaze was cold and unmoving. āYouāre the one who left, without a word. You left me,ā you point to yourself, and Myung-gi can see tears start forming in your eyes, āto deal with everything alone. And, now youāre here, trying to save the day.āĀ
āBut all you areā, you say, emphasizing each word, āis a fucking coward.āĀ
Myung-gi feels his fists clench on his sides, his eyes locking onto yours. āYou donāt know anything.ā
You donāt break eye contact as you respond, āI donāt want to. Just stay out of my way.āĀ
You make your way back to your group, leaving Myung-gi standing alone. He doesnāt know what to do or say. But he is thinking one thing. That you were right. Thatās what he was thinking. He shouldāve just told you the truth, instead of running away like a coward.Ā
Myung-gi looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, gripping the edges to the sink.Ā
Get it together, Myung-gi. Get it together.Ā
In his attempt to bring you back to him, he had only managed to make things worse. But he had tried to save your life, so why couldnāt you just be grateful at the very least?
The bathroomās main door creaks open as Thanos walks in with Nam-gyu. Myungi-gi, too riled up because of his problems with you, attempts to make his way out the bathroom, only to stop when he notices Thanos messing with Min-su.Ā
Realizing that Thanos was attempting to threaten Min-su because of his choice to change his vote from O to X, Myung-gi finds it in himself to yell out to the rest of the men in the room, attempting to alert them of what Thanos was doing. The men huddle into the center of the restroom, and Thanos, unhappy with the situation, decides to confront Myung-gi.Ā
āMG Coin,ā Thanos starts, āHave you lost your mind?ā Thanos waves his hand in front of Myung-gi's face in an attempt to irk him, something he had been committed to do the entire time they had been there.Ā
But Myung-gi stands his ground, not wanting to let Thanos get to him. Your words are ringing in his mind. Coward. Thatās all Myung-gi hears in his head at this moment. He had to prove to himself, and you, that he wasnāt going to be a coward anymore.
Thanos, realizing that Myung-gi wasnāt going to falter, decides to try and provoke Myung-gi further, āItās because of that girl, isnāt it?Ā
āThat bitch from earlier?ā Nam-gyu adds. āIt looked like they were a thing, remember?āĀ
Thanos smirks once he sees the way Myung-gi faces shifts at the mention of you. Myung-gi tries to keep himself as calm as he can, but heād be damned if you were dragged into his problems. He had already done that to you once.Ā
Nam-gyu continues, enjoying adding more fuel to the fire, āI like her. Maybe, we can-ā
āLeave her alone, you bastards,ā Myung-gi interrupts, stepping forward and pissed at the idea of them doing anything to you.Ā
Thanos remains unfazed. āYouāre getting all worked up. Something is definitely going on there.āĀ Ā
āMG Coin,ā Thano repeats again, taking a step forward, āIf you press X again tomorrow, Iāll cut off your finger, give it to her, and ask her out. And sheāll love it.āĀ
Myung-gi can feel the anger bubbling up inside him. He blinks, registering what Thanos just said to him. He could take Thanos pushing him around, but he wouldnāt let Thanos do anything to you.
Without thinking, Myung-giās body reacts, tightening his right hand into a fist and launching himself in Thanoās direction. The silence that had fallen in the room was interrupted by the sound of Myung-giās fist coming into contact with Thanoās jaw, before the room that was divided by Team O and Team X began to launch themselves at one another.Ā
Before Thanos can compose himself again, Myung-gi wastes no time to launch himself again at the purple-haired man, driven by the thought of you. If this was the way to protect you from Thanos and his friend, he wasnāt going to hesitate another second in dealing with Thanos.Ā
They wrestle until Thanos manages to pin Myung-gi onto the ground, throwing punches at Myung-giās face.Ā
āYour money, your girl, your life, theyāre all mine!āĀ
Thanos grips Myung-giās throat. Myung-gi tries to fight him off, but Thanoās pupils are dilated. Heās high, and thereās nothing he wonāt do.
Myung-gi tries gasping for air, clawing at Thanoās grasp. His vision darkens and darkens as the seconds go by. Maybe this is how heāll die, on a bathroom floor, in the middle nowhere, where no one will ever find his body, and with you never knowing the truth. Heāll die with you hating him.Ā
Y/N.Ā
He sees you in a flash. The day before he disappeared, how you laid next to him your shared room. How you opened your eyes and looked at him with stars in your eyes. How he reached over to touch your soft skin. How you smiled at him. How you pushed the hair out of his eyes. He remembers how his heart fluttered when you pressed the warmth of your body against his. He remembers the guilt he felt when he left you that next day, knowing he wouldn't be back for a while.Ā
Then, he sees your angry face. The fire in your eyes every time you've looked at him since the two of you have been here. How when he saw you, he thought maybe he'd have the courage to tell you the truth, but, instead, his emotions got the best of him. But, you need to know the truth. God, he canāt die with you hating him.
Feeling for the fork in his pocket, he manages to use the last of his strength to lunge at Thanosā throat. Blood spews onto Myung-giās face, and he doesnāt know how to react, frozen from the site in front of him. It isnāt until he feels Thanoās grip loosening that he manages to break free. Gasping for air, Myung-gi manages to drag himself into a stall, his vision finally clearing.Ā
He leans against the stall door, trying to steady his breathing. His mind's racing, filled with the thought of you.Ā
The room falls into a tense, frightening silence as the fighting starts to reach an end. Myung-gi can hear the sounds of others, the murmur of conversations, the sounds of those dying as they struggle with their last breaths. Yet, he canāt focus on anything except getting back to you. He needs to find you and make sure youāre okay.Ā Ā
Myung-gi pushes himself up, his body aching from the fight. He steps out of the stall, catching his reflection in the mirror. Heās bruised and covered in blood.Ā
Still, with determination, he exits the bathroom. His steps are unsteady, but he continues to make his way through all the corridors, heading back to the main room. He manages to catch up to some others on team X, taking a deep breath as they all approach the door. He canāt face the rest of what's to come alone, and he can't let you face it alone either.Ā
You sat still as you watched the argument that was breaking out in front of you. One moment you were sitting with the group, making jokes as you all tried to entertain one another. The next, the group of men that had gone into the bathroom minutes ago come back angry at one another. Angry and bloody. You listen as they tell one another, blaming each other for starting the fight.Ā
You began to worry about what this means. If killing one another also counts as a player losing, then no one was safe either in or out of the games. You start to think back to mingle. You were still angry at Myung-gi, but you know you werenāt angry at him for saving your life. How could you be?Ā
Thatās when you remembered that Myung-gi had also gone into the bathroom, and he hadnāt come back out yet.Ā
You stand up from the spot you're in, looking over the small crowds that had formed and scanned the room. Myung-gi isnāt in the room, and you begin to wonder if heās dead on the bathroom floor.Ā
Your heart drops. You feel guilt starting to eat at you. If Myung-giās dead, then he died thinking you hated him.Ā
Before you can keep thinking the worst, you hear one of the only doors of the room swing open, watching how Myung-gi stumbles in, covered in the most blood than anyone else in the room. Eyes widening, you began to worry about what happened to him. Everyone in the room continues to yell at one another, but your eyes donāt pull away from Myung-gi.
You watch as his eyes scan the room, looking for something. When his eyes land on you, his body shifts to move towards you. Without a second thought, you get up in a hurry to him.Ā
When you reach him, you help him walk towards your bed. He reiterates that heās fine over and over again, but youāre having a hard time believing him with the state he is currently in.Ā
āWhat happened?ā You say, scanning his face, āIs this blood yours? Where are you hurt?āĀ
You place your hands on both sides of his face, turning his head slightly from one side to the other in an attempt to find a source that blood could be coming from. Myung-gi doesnāt say anything, heās too tired to. All he feels like doing at that moment leaning into the warmth of your hands, and that's exactly what he does, closing his eyes as he enjoys the comfort of being held by you.Ā
Taken back by the sudden action, you pull your hands away. Not as quickly as you had been doing in the past couple of days, but you still didnāt feel as though the action was appropriate. But, your gaze isnāt as harsh as it had been towards him in the past few days either, and Myung-gi takes note of that.Ā
āBaby,ā Myung-gi says. He knows heās still dazed from the fight, but he has to tell you the truth. āWe need to talk.ā
You donāt say anything, but your heart flutters at the pet name. Still, you find it inappropriate given the circumstances. āDonāt call me that.ā
You rip off the fabric off some of your clothing and wipe at the blood on his face. Tears are forming in your eyes, and you donāt know if you're angry or hurt or too riled up at this point. Myung-gi sees you trying to hold back your tears as you wipe at his face, and he brings his hand up to grab yours. You try to pull back, but he keeps his hold on you.Ā
āLet me help you,ā you say as you attempt to pull away from his grip.Ā
Myung-gi keeps looking at your eyes, trying to get you to look at him. āLook at me.ā
You keep fighting his grip, but Myung-gi doesnāt budge. He knows you're still upset over what he did to you. You have every right to be.Ā
āY/N,ā he says softly, ālook at me, please. Stop fighting me.ā
By now, all the physical and emotional strength you had was gone. You wanted to fall into Myung-gi arms. You wanted it to just go back to the way it used to be.Ā Ā
āIām sorry.ā Myung-gi cupped your face with his hands, looking into your eyes. āIām sorry for leaving the way I did.ā
āWhy did you leave?ā He can hear the quiver in your voice, and he feels his heart break even more than it already had been in the past few months. He hated himself for what he did to you.
āI had toā he says, scanning your face and seeing all the worry you had manifesting onto your features, āI had to go.ā
He pulled your face in closer, wanting to make sure you heard everything he had to say, āAfter everything that happened, after all those investments I made, I owed a lot of people a lot of money. They started threatening me, and I couldnāt let anything happen to you because of me. So, I ran. I ran so theyād chase after me and so that you wouldnāt be in any danger because of my problems.ā
You stay quiet, continuing to listen to him. āBut not a day went by that I didnāt think about you or coming back home to you. I came back for you, thatās why I was in town again, but after the stupid salesman gave me the card on the subway, I thought I could get some money together so I could pay off my debt and finally come back home to you without any worries.āĀ
A tear slid down your cheek. You didnāt know what to think.Ā
āBut,ā Myung-gi added, āI never stopped thinking about you. And, I never stopped loving you, baby. Iām sorry for acting the way I have been, I just⦠I know I didnāt do things right. I was afraid you might have already moved on by now and that all I had was hope in something that doesnāt exist between us anymore.āĀ
āMyung-gi,ā you say, finally finding in yourself to say something, āIām really angry with you right now.ā
Myung-gi feels a lump grow in his throat. āI know.ā
You take his hands off your face, and Myung-gi lets his head drop down. Maybe, he has lost you for good.Ā
āBut I never stopped loving you either.ā You intertwine your hands with his, and Myung-gi lifts his head up in surprise.Ā
A small smile forms on both of your faces. Myung-gi lifts your connected hands to his lips, kissing your hands. He scans your face, and you feel your cheeks warm up to his affection. He has a look on his face that you know too well.Ā
A silence falls over the both of you. It was all lot to take in from both sides, but Myung-gi had missed you so much, and he just needed to take you all in. He had already lost so much time with you, he didnāt want to lose any more time ever again.Ā
āCan I kiss you?ā
You take a second to make a decision before giving him a small nod. He leans in, and you close your eyes before you feel the plushiness of his lips come into contact with yours. He grabs your waist, pulling you in, and you let your hands rest on his jaw line.Ā
Pulling away for air, Myung-gi takes another couple of seconds to look at your face as he traced your features with his finger gently and lovingly, a gesture you had missed more than you could express.
āWeāre getting out of here.ā Myung-gi says as he pecks your lips. āAnd I will spend every day for the rest of my life making it up to you.Ā
You nod at his words. You know that not everything is resolved between the two of you yet, but you now have the answers you had been looking for. And that was good enough for now.
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THE KIND OF GUY
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Myung-gi / Player 333
āHE'S THE KIND OF GUY who found himself in fights more often than heād like to admit. His past was a tangled mess of mistakes and choices that led him down this path. Most times, when he was beaten down, no one cared enough to stop. Theyād walk by, eyes averted, pretending not to see him lying there, bruised and exhausted. The pain was familiar, but it was something he had learned to endure alone. So when he found himself on the ground once again, bloodied and sore, he didnāt expect anything to change. He didnāt expect someone to stop and help.
But then, through the blur of his vision, he saw you. Standing there, glowing like something out of a dream, your eyes full of concern. āAre you alright?ā you asked, your voice soft, but it was filled with genuine concern. He blinked, shaking his head as if to clear the daze.
āYeahā¦ā he muttered, wincing slightly as he grabbed your hand and tried to stand. āIt didnāt hurt that much.ā He forced a weak smile, brushing the dust off his clothes, but his body was screaming from the blows heād taken. You didnāt look convinced, your eyes scanning him with a frown. āYou have bruises everywhere,ā you said softly, taking in the sight of his battered form. āYou need help, can i treat you?"
He wanted to refuse. He wanted to push you away and tell you it wasnāt worth it, that he was just someone who always ended up in situations like this. But your steady gaze stopped him. He nodded, letting you lead him away from the scene, knowing this would probably be the first time someone would care enough to make sure he wasnāt left to bleed out in a corner.He didnāt expect muchājust a quick fix for the bruises. But as you carefully cleaned his cuts and bruises, your touch gentle and your voice soft, something inside him shifted.
The way you didnāt rush, the way you took your time, treating him with more care than anyone ever had, started to break down the walls heād built around himself. His body still ached, but there was a warmth in his chest, a quiet comfort he hadnāt felt in years. He wasnāt falling in love with you right away. But in that moment, as you tended to his wounds and your eyes met his, something began to grow, slowly and quietlyāan unfamiliar feeling, one that made him want to stay just a little longer.
āHeās the type of guy who keeps a distance from everyone, always a little cold, a little aloof, because itās easier that way. Heās learned to build walls around himself, to guard his emotions, keeping people at armās length so he wonāt get hurt. Itās become second natureāfamiliar and safe. But when it comes to you, everything shifts. You become the exception to the rules, the one who manages to break through the armor heās so carefully crafted.
In your presence, the ice thatās kept him safe for so long begins to melt. The walls that once seemed impenetrable start to crumble, piece by piece, as he finds himself opening up in ways he never thought possible. Itās a vulnerability heās not used to, one that both terrifies and comforts him in equal measure. For the first time, he doesnāt have to pretend. With you, he can just be. And itās that warmth, that quiet shift in his soul, that makes him realizeāmaybe letting you in wasnāt as frightening as he once thought.
āHe's type of guy whoād get nervous around you, never having interacted with a girl properly before. This whole thing was new to him. He would rehearse a simple greeting in front of the mirror, repeatedly stumbling over his words.
"Hello, nice to meet you again," he'd say, practicing until it felt right.
But the moment he saw you, standing there, his mind went blank. Flustered, he blurted out, "Meet hello again."
His face flushed red with embarrassment, and without a word, he quickly walked off, leaving you laughing softly at his awkward charm.
āHes the kind of guy who would drop to his knees with tear-streaked cheeks, begging for another chance. The kind of guy who would plead, his voice trembling with desperation, asking you to take him back.
ā Heās the kind of guy who melts under your touch, leaning into the soft strokes of your fingers as they weave through his hair. With you perched on his lap, his arms wrapped securely around your waist, he looks up at you as if youāre the only thing that matters in the world. His eyes, brimming with warmth, trace every feature of your face, and his smileāsoft, tender, overflowing with affectionāspeaks the words his heart canāt contain. To him, this moment is everything: your closeness, your comfort, the quiet intimacy of being held by the one he loves.
āHeās the kind of guy who would drop everything at a momentās notice just to make you happy. If you told him you wanted your favorite food, he wouldnāt just order itāheād make sure it came from the best place, double-checking the details so itās exactly how you like it. If you said you wanted something more, heād move mountains to find it, his every action steeped in quiet devotion.
āHeās the kind of guy who would hold your bag without hesitation, tie your shoelaces if they came undone, and memorize all the little things that make you smile. If you said you were cold, heād wrap his jacket around you without a second thought, even if he ended up freezing. If you called him in the middle of the night, needing someone to talk to, heād show up at your door, no matter how far or inconvenient it was. If you mentioned something you like, heād make a mental note and surprise you with it later, just to see the joy in your eyes. Heād stay up late if you needed him, wake up early to make your mornings easier, and cancel his own plans just to be there when you need him most.
For him, your happiness is worth everything. He doesnāt just listen to your wordsāhe treasures them, acting on them like theyāre his lifeās purpose, because loving you isnāt a chore; itās his greatest joy.
āHeās the kind of guy who pays attention to the tiniest details about you. Like the songs you hum when youāre happy, the exact shade of your favorite color. He remembers your birthday without needing a reminder, but he also knows the little anniversaries you donāt expect him to, like the day you first met or the first time you smiled at him in that special way.
Heād go out of his way to buy you things that match your favorite colorānot just big gifts but the little ones, like a keychain he spotted at the store or a pen because he remembered you needed one. Heād surprise you with your favorite snacks on bad days and bring you flowers that match the hues you love, just to see your face light up.
āHeās the kind of guy who listens intently when you talk, even if itās about something small, and he brings it up later to let you know he was paying attention. Heād notice when youāre feeling off, even if you try to hide it, and heād do whatever it takes to make you feel betterāwhether itās running to get your comfort food, wrapping you in a blanket, or just holding you until the world feels a little less overwhelming.
To him, itās the small things that matter most because those details are what make you you, and he wants to love every single one of them.
āHe's the kind of guy who stumbles over his words when you get too close, as if your presence is too much for him to handle. You don't realize how his heart races, a frantic rhythm he can't control, every beat echoing the weight of your nearness. He tries to pull away, but it's impossibleāyou're the only thing that makes him feel alive.
āHe's kind of guy who would stay away from you for months, not because he wanted to, but because he believed it was for your safety. He worried endlessly that if anyone saw you with him, theyād make you a targetāhurt you just to get to him. The thought of putting you in danger was unbearable, so he chose the distance, even if it tore him apart inside.
āMyung gi is the kind of guy whoād make you believe he has pure intentions, but the truth is far darker. He wants you all to himselfāevery moment of every day, your laughter, your smile, your touch. It's all his in his mind. The thought of anyone else having even a fraction of you fills him with jealousy, and heāll do anything to keep it that way. Youāre his everything, and in his eyes, no one else deserves a piece of you.
āHeās the kind if guy who secretly craves being treated like a precious little one, wanting to be praised for being good, his heart swelling at every word of affection you give him. When you look at him with that soft, loving gaze, calling him "baby" and showering him with overly sweet pet names, something inside him melts. It's not just the words, it's the way you care for himālike he's fragile, like heās yours to protect. He acts tough on the outside, but deep down, heās soft for you. Your attention, your affectionāitās everything to him, and heās more than willing to be the one who melts under your love. Heād give anything to hear you speak to him like that forever.