#0190

wishing and wishing that you could forgive me because i wasn’t perfect enough to grant all of your wishes because stars weren’t enough to calm you down when i needed you to be gentle but you were too rough with a heart it may belong to be me but i don’t know where i belong in all of this it’s true best friends can hurt you too i just wanted time for myself to figure some things out and i know it’s not important to you now but how can you just abandon everything that we have built just because of a day dead hearts dead hearts spilling all of my gold spilling all of my woes into your mouth and as your ears open up to my world you knew that i could no longer stay inside of these stars inside of these constellations i stray from the path inside of your mind i sting your rose petals and i steal the red away as blood diamonds inside of your diary i keep lighting it on fire inside of your nightmares i chase after you with more pens inside of our friendship i hold you close enough for feathers to have a sound inside of your softest parts i’ve known no greater solace inside of your love i am lost once again