#0155

'yazmam gereken çok cümlem var. içimde karman çorman bi halde dolanıyorlar. içimden atmam gereken düşünceler. anlamlandırmam gereken anlar var. ruhumu rahatlatmam, özgürleştirmem gereken düşüncelerim var. yazmam gerek. âh. bu gece dökemiyorum cümlelerimi.

i’m not familiar with unrequited love, but i do know how to damage someone and what that may mean to you after it’s all said and done. i think when you love someone and give them everything, in some weird way you may feel entitled for those feelings to be returned. let’s be real here for a second, you can’t force someone to love you. you can force them to push you away though. overbearing and don’t know when to quit— sometimes we confuse romance and a mental prison. freedom of the heart comes with a cost, sometimes if you’re not willing to accept that they won’t love you back, you were fucked from the start. nowadays i don’t expect shit from people. fuck it. if you like me, you like me. if you don’t, that’s cool too. if you love me, well, love me slow. or we can burn fast. either way, it’s nice to know.